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Name change again

03:32 Nov 29 2018
Times Read: 297


So, my mom liked my name suggestion post, from Nealy Guzman to Kaytlyn Dakota Nealy Dewayne Guzman. Do you think that means she thinks that it's a good change?

Kaytlyn Dakota is what I'd go by Nealy would become a nick name of sorts.


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Morrigon
Morrigon
03:34 Nov 29 2018

Sounds like it. I think it's lovely!





xRobin3x
xRobin3x
03:44 Nov 29 2018

Pretty name.





Owlish
Owlish
08:37 Nov 29 2018

We'll have the same first names. :P Spelled differently, but the same pronounced. :P

I think it'd suit you.





 

This birthday is super special

18:05 Nov 27 2018
Times Read: 327


This is a special birthday, it's my first full year as a woman.


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Taralvanna
Taralvanna
18:09 Nov 27 2018

Real vampires love Vampire Rave.



Taralvanna
Taralvanna
18:12 Nov 27 2018

Real vampires love Vampire Rave.



KarminaTheDarkAngel
KarminaTheDarkAngel
18:45 Nov 27 2018

Happy Birthday Hun !





Morrigon
Morrigon
23:37 Nov 27 2018

Happy Birthday! What a wonderful landmark!





Drucila
Drucila
02:41 Nov 28 2018

Happy Birthday Beautiful





NLW
NLW
08:43 Nov 28 2018

Happy birthday a bit late. I hope you had a good one!





 

I cooked my first Turkey

01:44 Nov 23 2018
Times Read: 348


And it was amazing the meat fell off the bone.



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Psycologist/SRS/Rant

05:27 Nov 21 2018
Times Read: 383


I walked about an hour to my first Psychologist appointment today. Only to find out that they refused to see me on the basis I made them feel uncomfortable. I've been waiting for this appointment for about 6 months, and it really upset me. I can't believe that I wasted all that time. So now I have to go find a new one and the delay is now even longer and my Dysphoria is really hurting me.

What you need in order to have SRS

A mental health evaluation: A mental health evaluation is required to look for any mental health concerns that could influence an individual’s mental state, and to assess a person’s readiness to undergo the physical and emotional stresses of the transition.
A clear and consistent documentation of gender dysphoria.
A "real life" test: The individual must take on the role of the desired sex in everyday activities, both socially and professionally (known as “real-life experience” or “real-life test”).

These are required and has to do the mental health evaluation - Current diagnosis Sever Major Depressive disorder, psychotic features, PTSD, and Generalized anxiety order. I posted this in an earlier Journal Entry

A Psychologist,Neurologist, and a Doctor all need to sign off on this

How Long Does the Sex Reassignment Surgery Process Take?

Surgery is delayed until at least one year after the start of hormone therapy and at least two years after the first mental health
evaluation. Once the surgical procedures begin, the amount of time until completion is variable depending on the number of procedures desired, recovery time, and more.

I've already been on HRT or Hormone Therapy Treatment for over a year, and have only one mental health evaluation from the mental hospital I went to when I tried to kill myself again.


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Classic wine with your classic Turkey

02:33 Nov 20 2018
Times Read: 402


Red Zinfandel

Expect to spend: $15–25

Zinfandel is the classic turkey pairing wine for 2 reasons: for one, it’s a variety with a long history in America and two, the flavors of raspberry and sweet tobacco are an ideal match for rich darker or smoked turkey meat. It also will do great alongside a honeybaked ham. Zinfandel tends to be much more fruit-forward which is why is does well with sweet meat. The best Zinfandels generally hail from these 5 regions: Sonoma, Napa, Lodi, Santa Barbara and the Sierra Foothills


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Morrigon
Morrigon
03:04 Nov 20 2018

How does it pair with awkward conversations and people you want to avoid? :P





 

Feeling lonely

02:06 Nov 18 2018
Times Read: 417


Feeling alone


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Morrigon
Morrigon
02:24 Nov 18 2018

Sorry babe. That feeling sucks.





 

Looking sexy

18:58 Nov 10 2018
Times Read: 432



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SRS Surgery and Thank you

01:33 Nov 05 2018
Times Read: 471


After a long debate with myself. I'm going to get SRS Surgery. I feel that it will finally complete me. Though it maybe a while before I can afford it. I'm looking at 150,000 approx probably more with tax and what not. I may start a fund me thing for this I don't know.

One thing I didn't expect was all the support I've gotten from here. I want to thank you for that. From the bottom of my heart. I really didn't expect it at all. Thank you for that. All my love


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hannahrose
hannahrose
08:47 Nov 08 2018



YOU ARE MOST WELCOME. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LOVING SUPPORTIVE AND KIND TO ME. I AM HERE FOR YOU WITHOUT CONDITION AND I WANT LIFE'S BEST FOR YOU IN ALL THINGS.KNOW THATI AM VERY PROUD OF YOU, AND PROUD TO CALL YOU MY FAMILY.




PaianjenMulo
PaianjenMulo
17:55 Nov 08 2018

Well done for finding the strength sweetie, if it makes you happy and complete, go for it *hugs*





 

Meh

23:00 Nov 03 2018
Times Read: 501


Don't come into my comments and tell me that. That they aren't trying to erase me. You're dead wrong. Fact check your self or you'll be blocked


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Morrigon
Morrigon
05:04 Nov 04 2018

The ignorance of some people is sickening. Can't see past their own privilege. Why? Would their fucking world crash down if they respected people enough to believe what they say?





hannahrose
hannahrose
08:50 Nov 08 2018



DONT LET THESE PEOPLE GET TO YOU. YOU ARE A LOVING WONDERFUL FRIEND WITH SO MUCH OF WORTH TO SHASRE AND TO CONTRIBUTE TO THIS WORLD. YOU HAVE MY COMPLETE LOVE FRIENDSHIP AND SUPPORT, NO MATTER WHAT. YOU ARE FINE THE WAY YOU ARE RIGHT NOW AND DONT LET NO ONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT.




 

Just gotta keep fighting

15:01 Nov 02 2018
Times Read: 523


As I'm watching a madman that some how is in the white house destroy me and everything I love about america .

I'll be watching from the streets, trying to survive homelessness and no one can really help put me up or give me funds to live on my own.

I'm scared but one thing is certain I'll keep fighting


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Temno
Temno
16:32 Nov 02 2018

Destroy you?





Fizbop
Fizbop
19:30 Nov 02 2018

they want to erase transgender people





FeverDreams
FeverDreams
03:20 Nov 04 2018

Keep fighting! They can take away everything except your hope and will to survive!





Morrigon
Morrigon
05:05 Nov 04 2018

It's hard to believe and it may not mean much when the chips are down, but we see you, we believe you, and we are NOT letting this shit go on.





hannahrose
hannahrose
08:52 Nov 08 2018



NEVER GIVE UP NO M,ATTER HOW HARD THINGS GET. YOU ARE LOVED CARED FOR AND SUPPORTED AND YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN YOUR DIFFICULT TIMES. YOU ARE BLOOD AND I AM HERE FOR YOU WITH OUT CONDITION.







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