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So I'm sitting here in my sauna, High-ly Medicated, and right on time, portions of my life begin to play in my mind's 3rd Eye seeking to make it all make sense to me.
I brought a small tabletop that further reduces the amount of room I have in this, so-called, two-person sauna...my ass!
However, in a large space or in a tiny space, I've learned to adapt, in fact, I've learned to adapt to a lot of situations. Inside or under the stars, I'm ok with it.
So yeah, it is better to have in there to place my Bluetooth keyboard on instead of in my lap, magnify the screen on the laptop sitting outside the sauna, which I pipe sound in via speakers into the sauna instead of playing whatever is playing loudly outside the sauna to be able to hear it while in the sauna and it had to be loud enough to be picked up by my cellphone while I record content as I had originally done until you know, I took myself to Higher Places, Elevating my Mind, and Opening my 3rd Eye.
So I started dwelling on the word 'BROKEN' as it pertains to how we feel after experiencing some sort of major personal trauma in our life.
Some say they Bend, but they don't Break!
Good for them.
So I know the term doesn't mean literally breaking one's body, so let's define 'Mental Breakdown'.
"A nervous breakdown (also called a mental breakdown) is a term that describes a period of extreme mental or emotional stress. The stress is so great that the person is unable to perform normal day-to-day activities". ~ Google Search
So yeah, I'd say once I retired and was safely back home, at some point, I BROKE!
I'm a Black Man in America. So my life has ALWAYS seemed like a Fight. I've always pictured myself as though I'm in a Boxing ring and every negative life event was my next opponent to fight. Once I retired, my last 3 "opponents" did some major damage.
The First one took the air out of my lungs and I went down to one knee.
I Got Back Up!
The Second one rocked my shit, I hit the ropes and went down on both knees.
I Got Back Up!
The Third one hit me so hard, I hit the ropes, trying to roll with the punch, but felt the canvas come up to say hi.
I'm not ashamed of it.
I lasted 42-years before ever going down to 1 knee, let alone being knocked down, but not out, by the time that happened. LOL!
But, I didn't STAY Broken!
I Got The Fuck Up!
I'm 52 years old now.
And I'm still in the Fight!
The one where it's Me vs Life!
However, it's my belief that I was born the Champ!
And I have some AWESOME people in my corner.
So for Life to win, hits, backups to the ropes, and knockdowns won't do it!
I won't stop fighting until I'm counted out.
And on that day, I'll face whatever else challenge comes in the After-Life.
And that, my friend, is exactly why, I admire you in all that you are and all that you believe in. Not only do your words speak absolute truth, but your actions go beyond the now, and impact my life in the most positive manner. Your attitude on life has always encouraged me to go a little bit further than I normally do, impact a little bit harder those lives I am in contact with, and be a positive force to those needing it. For that my friend, THANK YOU!!!
As previously stated, the cash amount to be 'Gifted' between $25-$50 USD will also be chosen by Bingo Spin Wheel method.
Winner failing to claim their prize within 3 days forfeits their winnings.
Serenity & Happiness To You
The Path of MOGYOLOGY Ministry continues to look at unique ways to share the results of living a life focusing on whatever contributes to the 5 Elements of Warlock Awesomeness: Serenity, Happiness, Love, Sex & Magick.
The Path of MOGYOLOGY is active when it comes to "Giving Back To The Community" or "Paying It Forward".
Therefore, it is my honor to share with you the first "Giving Based" program designed to directly "Bless" the lives of individuals from around the world.
The Program has been appropriately named, "The Bless Program of MOGYOLOGY".
PROGRAM PURPOSE: To Bless Others
PROGRAM DESIGN: As the Gothic Warlock Lord Minister and Coven Master of The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY, EACH MONTH, I will be Randomly selecting a Member of The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY and 'Gifting' that member between $25-$50 USD.
A Random Member will be chosen using a Bingo Spin Wheel. Each Coven Member's name will be assigned to a Bingo Ball and placed in the Spin Wheel for the chance to be 'Gifted' for that month.
The cash amount to be 'Gifted' between $25-$50 USD will also be chosen by Bingo Spin Wheel method.
Any Sire is welcomed to Join and then Leave The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY each month after the chance of being 'Gifted'. You are also welcome to stay.
The drawing will be video recorded and posted to my journal the 1st day of each month.
DISCLAIMER: The Ministry currently only utilizes PAYPAL, VENMO or ZELLE accounts to transfer funds. No, I am not endorsed by them, work for them, or getting some sort of kick-back from them, I just don't want to pay a Transfer Fee and I'm not trying to connect every Cash Transfer business to my bank account or providing other financial information.
Yes, I'm aware that I will be sending money to strangers, but I will not be looking at attempting to recover and have refunded back to me any money. This will be a 'One-Way' transaction only. What they do with the cash after I send it to them is their business and has nothing to do with me or the Ministry.
The Ministery is not Tax Exempt nor is the money going to a charity so there is no tax write-off. The Ministry is simply "Gifting Cash" to people on a "Monthly Bases" and for LIMITED TIME (TRIAL PERIOD) starting on 11/01/2018.