I need to go grocery shopping. My sweet tooth is craving. Right now all I have for sweets are cereal and oat mill with sugar. So wrong.
Wherever I go....I stand out. I'm use to it.
You know that feeling when your calf muscle is numb. Yeah, I'm feeling that now. Even walked for 30 minutes on the treadmill and still feeling it. I'll stretch it again then take a hot shower.
Just resting in bed listening to my favorite tunes thinking of all the traffic I'm not in and all the attitudes I don't have to be exposed to and all the problems I don't have to respond to and all the deadlines I don't have to meet and the meetings I don't have to attend... Serenity, How I Love Thee Since 2011. ❤
I watched a special a few years ago hosted by Bill Nye the Science Guy. It was about race. He talked with geneticists and had his genes analyzed. The things I remember from the show were that there really is only one race- human. And that genes are basically of either Asian or African origin. And the so-called Caucasian race is made up of half Asian and half African genes.
I find that to be sort of funny (in a sad kind of way), considering how people often treat each other because of their "racial" differences. Especially folks who claim to be "pure" anything. There is no such thing. Race is just another myth.
That's very interesting. I also agree, people can be pretty ignorant when it comes to skin tone/color. Everybody bleeds red.
I saw a special about the history of where people came from and they traced ALL of us back to an african man..
So we all have some african in us...
Really? Never seen that one.
My ultimate purpose for meditating is to maintain an indestructible sense of joy an well-being while engaging in any post-military career life activity. My transition from military life to civilian life has been made easier by calming my mind. I live a life of Serenity, Love, Sex, Happiness and Magick. I'm a very spiritual person and meditation is the tool of choice to assist me in remaining on my personal spiritual path. Even though I have Inner Peace, I still take no sh*t! ^_^
Just returned from my Meditation Class enjoying a soft taco supreme feeling good and now pondering what's next on my agenda during my permanent vacation... ^_^
I came across the below at
and thought how funny how nothing ever changes when it comes to the sexes....
"Under the Cherry Moon opened on a Wednesday in 1986, well before Wednesdays became the go to weekday for "urban fare." It opened July 2, 1986, to be exact. I'd been out of high school 5 days when a classmate of mine invited me to a movie in Times Square with some of her friends. The group was split down the middle on cinema choice: the women wanted to see Prince's Purple Rain follow-up, and the men wanted to see something we erroneously thought would be scarier, Psycho III. The deciding outcome is easy to predict because, as luck would have it, women have vaginas. And if we didn't do as they said, certain teenage boys would not GET those vaginas. So His Purple Badness won handily."
When I was a child, the older kids use to throw me into dark rooms and hold the door shut from the outside. Afraid what was in the dark with me I use to cry and scream to be let out. Now I walk into dark rooms and shut the door behind me. Then lock it. I rather play with my friends and not let anyone else in.
Oh wow, that Qtip swab that I thought came off in my ear...well it did. It has been in there for 4 days....It took putting in Ear Wax Removal Drops for it to slide on out...Freaky!
Man, how can it be so warm outside, but so cold inside....Maybe because
♪ I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold ♪
I don't like the texture of greasy food, cream, butter all that sort of crap. The thought of KFC, just the oiliness of it alone, makes me stomach churn. So I haven't really found it terribly difficult to eat healthy in the way that people are like "Oh, but fast food tastes so gooood!" I prefer crisp food every day, over crap.
But... yeah. Cost fucking sucks. Buying fresh veg isn't cheap, a lettuce costs $3-5... and so does a whole meal from McDonalds.
I couldn't get past the cost. My internet was like "Fuck you." :P
I'd still rather pay $10 more to get healthy food instead of die 20-30 years earlier.
It's funny how on these dating social sites once a woman's profile has been up for awhile and she's just not attracting anyone she likes or not anyone at all, she deletes all her nice stuff off her profile and then post stuff she has been wanting to just get off her chest about men. Oh yeah, now you'll really get notice then. Hahahaha!
Have you ever used a Q-Tip and when you pull it out, the cotton portion is gone and you start to wonder if you lodge it in your ear canal?
Meditation class was pretty good today....I go once a week.
Oh yeah...It's Sunday. That means I have to get up in the morning and....do whatever I want to because I'm.....RETIRED! ^_^
I don't wanna go there
We should never go there (damn)
Why you wanna go there?
I guess I gotta go there
But their sandwiches are bad there
So why don't we just stay here?
The kitchen is right there
And the bread is over there
So please, fix me a sandwich.....
I have a split personality when it comes to women.....They bring drama my way, I split.
I love reading my own online dating profile. Hell, if I was a woman I'd date me and have sex on the first night of meeting. Then I'd fix me sandwich. LOL!
So in the movie 'Immortal', the guy returns home to his woman and goes to touch her with affection and she snaps at him telling him to stop it. He ask her what's the matter and she tells him nothing is the matter. She then goes on to tell him that he is always touching and grabbing her. That she doesn't like being touch all the time. The guy apologizes and says he will not do it again. So the guy is baffled and then hurt and then upset. She looks at him and the hurt that she just caused him and feels bad. She then tells him it's been a difficult day. Problems at work. She apologize and says there is no excuse for taking it out on him as she touches his hand. She then goes into asking him are they still on for a social that weekend. He says yes and she smiles. He then ask her can they not do this. She ask what? He says answer questions while he's still angry. That she can't say something like that and then just say sorry. She then spends a portion of her time trying to smooth things over, but he decides to just leave. It's drama like that I can do without. I mean really? Of course the words you say in anger are the most truthful words and will not be easily forgotten.... if ever. Women can be emotional complex creatures and my hats off to those men who choose to put up with the drama for years. I've not reached the point to go beyond 5 years of it. I don't do drama well. I'm not sure what the solution is because it seems to be just hard wired in some female's DNA.
I use to playfully push my now Ex-wife up the stairs by her butt. One night she ask for me to stop it. That it bothered her when I did that. So much like that guy, I was confused, hurt and then pissed and told her sorry, I wouldn't do it again. The very next night she ask why I'm no longer doing it. I looked at her like she was crazy. I reminded her just the other night she asked me to stop. She then proceeds to tell me that although it will sound crazy, but she didn't mean for me never to do it again, just not every night. WTF? I wasn't even doing it EVERY night. I just decided not to do it ever again. Problem solved!
Hate to break it to ya.. but you are part of the drama.. whether you agree, disagree, like it or not..
Yes women are complex creatures.. ridiculously so..
By deciding to NEVER doing something because it happened to upset someone that day for whatever reason.. you yourself became the "drama" of the "fine.. I won't EVER do that again.." category
Yeah.. I know.. no "good girl" or crumbs for me..
I have experienced the same thing with ex boyfriends, husband, and lovers, things they thought were cute at the time or enjoyable or whatever became annoying and unbecoming all because they were upset at the time and most often than not it had absolutely NOTHING to do with me.
So I played my card of "fine then I will NEVER do that again.."
I learned I was only part of the game at that point..
One which no one really wins..
How could one be the problem when agreeing to what is being requested? One may be upset, but as far as it is seen, problem solved!
I agree. It's not the guy's fault, as far as I see, it's the woman's for being a moody bitch. If you're cranky, don't take it out on your significant other, and then don't ask why they stopped doing something you told them not to do.
On that Tramadol in and out of sleep mode today. Feeling good! ^_^
So yesterday I took a nap from 4 pm - 8 pm. I then watched 'The Originals' and then 'Supernatural'. I've been awake ever since. I just know I'm going to be sleep again before noon. I sleep whenever....I'm RETIRED! ^_^
Thank You VR Admins....You are AWESOME!!! ^_^
So why would someone use my profile pic as their avatar? The games people play...LOL! Play On Players..... LMAO!
I genuinely thought it was you. However with a screen name like that... It was bad.
Nope. Not me. I've ALWAYS and will ALWAYS have only ONE profile on VR. I'm not all into making multiple profiles. I just don't feel the desire to.
However, this is the internet so anything can be copied. I remember having a standard picture off the internet as an avatar, but other profiles kept choosing the same one so I figured I'll place my actual picture as my avatar to prevent that from happening. Well it seems someone liked it so much that they too wanted to use it. I've messaged that profile curious as to why would they do that. I think it's against VR rules using someone else's pictures though. Let's see how long it takes Admin to have it removed. All they'd have to do is check the IP address to know it's not me I think.
True, that. Haha.. People can be strange.
Ok, I'm calling it a Night.....because Day is already taken. ^_^
Kiss of the Damned (2012).....Good Vampire movie on Netflix.
So I've been to a Party, to a Meditation Meetup and a Pagan Meetup all in the past 3 days....that's the most I've been out just for the purpose of socializing since returning from Okinawa. So I'm on track in getting out more in 2014. Meeting some very interesting people too. A Buddhist Minister, a Writer, a Water Engineer and more..... Cool Peeps!
Wow, this month is almost at the halfway point. Time is moving so fast. Another day of relaxation & fun coming up tomorrow. Two meetups to participate in so it should be an interesting day. Retirement is AWESOME! ijs
I was just awaken by a voice whispering in my ear. Damn 'Droid'! Shut up! I will silence you.
Just been invited to a party...alcohol, chinese food, and I'm sure laughter and telling old Corps stories....I will drink, but I won't be driving until it's out of my system so I may have to sleep over for a few hours. Party On and Turn-Up! ^_^
The cracks in my stucco isn't from the weather and hot sun, it's from my home trying to contain all this AWESOMENESS day after day...
Dear Unknown Name, Private Name and Unavailable Number Callers....I don't answer you, we're not friends so stop calling me! If you are a hot local female of legal age, please leave a message. ^_^
I agree. If I don't recognize the number on my cell or, if there's no number at all, I won't answer.
*Note: This also goes for females of legal age, hot or not.
I never answer the phone if it is a number I do not know, or a private number...I only answer for people that I know, and I rarely actually answer them ha.
Garage door is finally fix....for now.
Most of the universe's mass is not in the form of chemical elements—that is, "baryonic" matter—but is made up of dark matter and dark energy.
Whenever I Meditate, I Keep Seeing The Word 'AWESOME' Flashing In The Darkness Behind My Closed Eyes....I Have The Feeling I'm Being Sent A Message From Beyond. ^_^
You're so unlucky that you can fall into a barrel of tits and come out sucking your thumb. LOL!
It's time for Brunch & Book Reading...
Alrighty...It's another day. What's on my agenda? Oh yeah, whatever I want to be on my agenda....I'm RETIRED! Hehehehe!
My nights turn into days which turn into nights.
I spend my time enjoying Life and wondering when Death will call my name as she trembles with excitement at the thought that I will finally answer...Then it will be a party!
Hmmmm, I think I'll watch some Netflix...
So I waited until my Son turned 19 yrs old to get him added to my GEICO Auto Insurance because everything I've read told me it was going to hurt and hurt it did, but it hurt just a little less with him being 19 yrs old vice 18 yrs old. Adding him to my policy increased it by $852.32 per year. Ouch!!! Then talking with them and thinking if something happened to my vehicles or my home and it went beyond my current coverage, my small monthly Pension wouldn't cover it. So I added an extra $287.00 annual expense onto my budget which gave me well over a million dollars worth of coverage for Home, Autos and Misc. to include GEICO providing Attorneys for free if there is any type of litigation. So then they gave me an Auto discount resulting in adding my Son increasing my policy by $697.80. A savings of $154.52 for an extra Umbrella Policy costing $287.00 per year. So to sum it up, out of my Monthly Pension, my Yearly Expenses just increased by $984.80. I need to meditate. LMAO!
Just because a relationship ends doesn't mean two people stopped loving each other. Sometimes, it means... they just stopped hurting each other.
So I just discovered why I couldn't see txt nor that my profile was logged into Member Webcams....IE sucks again! I've been bouncing back and forth between IE, Chrome & FireFox and after sometime each of them began to f*ck up one way or another.
What am I doing? Just chillin. Watching YouTube videos of Ancient Egypt, Magick and street Beat Downs.
Up late watching Ninja movies on Netflix...
For the samurai to learn
There's only one thing,
One last thing -
To face death unflinchingly.
"One who is a samurai must before all things keep constantly in mind…the fact that he has to die. If he is always mindful of this, he will be able to live in accordance with the paths of loyalty and filial duty, will avoid myriads of evils and adversities, keep himself free of disease and calamity and moreover enjoy a long life. He will also be a fine personality with many admirable qualities. For existence is impermanent as the dew of evening, and the hoarfrost of morning, and particularly uncertain is the life of the warrior…" ~ Daidoji Yuzan
So I should be attending my first 'Meditation For a Peaceful Mind' meetup class tomorrow. It's being taught by an ordained Buddhist Nun who underwent an intensive dharma study and training program in England a few years ago. New Year, new things to do...because I'm RETIRED!!! ^_^
Time for my nightly ritual of Pain & Sweat
So chose to work on my garage door today. Discovered one part was not the correct size so had to return to Home Depot to attempt to exchange the part I purchased on yesterday for the correct one. Oh wait, they don't sale the correct one. So just got my refund back and returned home and fixed the part that was bent a little. Then spent the rest of the time trying to fix that dame door. It's still not fixed. The railings are bent and I have to straighten them and then recoil it and after that...hope it works as it should. *sighs*
Hmmm, should I read, watch a movie, eat breakfast, workout, fix my garage door, catalog my comic books, wash my vehicles?...decisions, decisions....so many things....so much time to do whatever I want or nothing at all.
It is said "The way you start the New Year is how you will spend it", well I'm starting the New Year as follows:
1. Loving my God SOTU
2. Being Awesome
3. Chillin & Enjoying my Hobbies & Life in General
4. Studying & Practicing Magick
5. Being able to pay my expenses
6. Loving Family & Friends
7. Doing whatever keeps me at peace & happy
8. Doing no harm, but taking no sh*t!
2014 just met me outside.. It said nothing has changed...I'm still AWESOME!!!!!