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Now I can use my bandcamp account to get some music and help support artist through it but some albums just aren't there as they get promoted exclusively in some places not unlike V.R. and PayPal. But just got this album in on CD hard copy. It's on YT so can embed it while respecting exclusive rights that promote that album. I'm about due for a computer upgrade so I can play music cd's on it and work on the 28 speaker surround sound system I want to set up. Stereo headphones just doesn't cut it for me as I need more. Acoustics set to such a degree around a person really should be able to get sound quality I'm looking for like a bat has. It's actually my goal to outfit one of my drones with many microphones around it then manipulate the effect so something sounds like its in the best acoustic environment like some concert hall. Beyond that acoustics can help set stage for gaming as one develops an ear to listen to that in background should help virtual reality more than visual headsets alone. I remember this OBE I had where I went to the underworld. One of the most defining qualities to the experience was the acoustics in that place. Wow it was truly huge cavity with far reaching echoes then when a being spoke to me there their voice had such depth and reverb it blew my mind. Talk about awesome.
So anyway been listening to this album lately. When it comes to vampire bands Theatres Des Vampire is my favorite. They capture the soul of the vampire to me very well. The lyrics are just great. Got a patch from them too. I want to get a leather biker vest from this shop in Chicago called "The Alley" I use to go to to sew them on. Got a vampire one from Rotting Christ too. Yep I was a boy scout and cadet as well as military so still like collecting patches and displaying them to express my character.
Earwigs informally is those tidbits that you secretly want to know and listen to. Like logging out then reading a journal secretly without members knowing you read it. Every once in a great while I'll do it but 95% of the time just don't care especially if I'm blocked. Why bother those individuals are usually the type to just try to get attention or frustrate people needlessly in their attempt. Beyond reading the first lines in open journal as I've said concerning one real piece of work and knowing it's probably about me I just don't give fuck about what they express. Their opinion doesn't matter to me. I see it a lot with those that got their egos overinflated. Yes it's great to take pride in any endeavor you do so those who do great jobs are worthy of some prestige but they usually take it way out of context and I really don't like dealing with it. I come from a family who were very successful in military and government careers but it was that very pride that fucked me over the most in my youth as it tends to blind them to their faults. Recognizing this I really don't give it more due that others give them that inflate their self worth even further to kiss up to them. I'm sure they eat every last bit of that up to them and gives some a popularity for kissing up to them and if that's what floats their boats and gives them their place to belong to that clique it on them. I draw my sense of worth through the trials I've been through in life and the aspect that I'm so critical of myself to look at the depths other are afraid to see and am brutally honest. Yeah I may not feel certain endeavors are worth pursuing that most attribute to success in life but I did something I haven't met another to do. I stepped outside that community based hypocrisy and sought mine through occult sources. I can imagine others that take paths similar to mine just don't receive renown others do so it goes largely unnoticed. But there are the very rare out there that know what I mean. You have to have certain occult sources to know what I mean. Otherwise you have those who are a part of the dynamic in society to give them their sense of self. Don't need to save someone from an eternal damnation nor care about others opinions that matter little to me that tend to be overinflated because of who they are in society. Like I've said before there were doctors and lawyers thousands of years ago that had that same ego though they practiced barbarism and knowledge was so foolish compared to the bulk of what we have in modern times. So now it is with those compared to the future. You have to step outside that to get true knowledge on a more absolute scale and be taught through occult sources outside time and space relative to just one time but that which is more pervasive. That's who taught me and is a constant presence in my life. They are the one's I like to please. I don't think it's no accident I know the pleasure's that go far beyond what anyone can experience via normal means not unlike those who have tasted of the fruit of the Fae in legend. It does tend to spoil one to the normal stuff though. The little I have goes quite a long way. ;)
It's always midmonth that I hardly post here. Must be some sort of downcycle for me. Have been doin other stuff though. I see my haters are still active well no problem I only wish I could meet them in real life to see if they would have the same fervor. It's usually a whole different story then much like playing video games where the other players aren't real but when you're face to face in reality... I think it's really sad that people are so short sighted. Well in the future when more of me is exposed here they will have no excuse and will know why the cost of things is so hard to win back.
TBH IDK. I suppose it's because I have an opinion and have no problem expressing it. I think it really started having momentum when I called my CM a skank for never addressing me personally but instead needing an audience on her journal. It was a fall from honor heaven from there. lol. So everyone in their little clique that has something to prove to her is letting in fly with all their alternate profiles. probably only four members at most that need to do something with all those idle profiles and make themselves look like something. I think you just need one. ;)
You truly must be the most miserable lonely old man on the face of this earth.
Acts like he knows me and just voices his ignorance. If he'd spend a mere moment in my body he would probably have a cascade of multiple orgasms that would feel so good it would actually terrify him. Just what I deal with constantly from occult sources and have developed a tolerance to it. Me lonely? I haven't been alone for over 30 years. But I have been spending a lot of time here (I average about 3 hours a day) to level up on this site so I can sire and form my own coven to show others the type of vampire I am which seems so different then those here. Base score is how I do it with my "integrity" so write a lot in my journal rather than other bonuses others work on to make themselves look bigger than they are while interacting with about every ad my browser shows each page. Like mark of the prince one gets for buying a lifetime. I don't think it should be bought but rather earned by the prince if he thinks your worthy of it. Making a bunch of database entries by copying and pasting a promoter's written work of a products summary then getting credit for it on this site when to me you should own the product or use the service and make your entry based on your own writing. Rating people with a standard rather than just giving out tens to everyone for a tit for tat rating in return to just deceive yourself. Adding friends and journal favoring for the like to get it in return then thinking your someone important because of it. Having a bunch of profiles on this site to manipulate others through like with giving and taking honor when all you need is one. Writing a bunch of shit in forums for the bonus rather than meaningful debate or some work from your heart. Remember how V.R. forum used to be place for such. I wonder what happened to it. Now most stick to their journals rather than a shared open forum even with the incentive to score bonus points. The making an alternate a referral or some other member on site to help build their score rather than real referrals that would bring real new active members. This by far is kind of vampire I am to hunt but won't do that sitting in a prison coven because some clique on this site sees me as a problem to their herd mentality.
I care less about this punk laughing his ass off or what he says but remarks are made in my journal and in my honor so feel they need addressed otherwise it's just their remarks seen without a rebuttal. If I were truly a problem I'd be suspended or kicked off this site. Verbally abusing women please. I've referred openly to both male and female as skanks but don't ever recall abusing anyone in messaging. I do remember one leech, that's a term for a person schooled in vampiric techniques that abuses their power and feeds off of others without permission, that I warned about her activities but beyond that no you can't even remotely think I abuse women that's just like a certain person on this site talking about someone being a child molester impugning their character without any proof to cast shade. Look at you little turd acting likewise talking about integrity. It's called propaganda. Some weak willed individuals will believe it too. Do you really think I care about such?
So one thing that has been made clear to me is nothing lasts forever. Change can happen. Now I'm not of the big ego some think I have to think I can cause great change with the power of it but like in chemistry all one needs is the proper catalyst to cause a chain reaction that does cause great change. Remember this in the future when you see change on this site.
I keep seeing the yes men do what they can to thwart my work with others. These are attention whores who will do anything to get it and when they see those in power they are quick to suck up to them when they are challenged to be supportive. Not that they actually care it's more they want the attention. You got some real doozies on this site that go around doing just that. What is not understood that even though some may be higher in level on this site and have some popularity because they do what they can to attract attention for their vanity is that what is expressed by me has more weight to it that is not seen. Like what I do with honor is done as part of a rite. I don't pretend to know what one deserves but I do a lot of cleansing and consecration that amplifies things. It's just what I think is needed universally on this site. Don't underestimate my little bit. ;)_-
My honor :(
Well think I'll save it for posterity so others can see and read journal in the future. I would like to note that at one time these things would have been frustrating but with occult forces flowing through me it's just a joke like the people taking it with their comments. Perhaps they think me writing this gives them attention they are so starved for while trying to oust someone they don't like by nagging them constantly-hell it works on some. We'll see how long it lasts before they get bored and find another to pester that is more malleable to their sadistic rant. I wonder how long it will take them. Guess it really depends on how full of themselves they are or are built up in the dynamic of bullshit they believe on this site to manipulate them so easily. Now if we were away from civilization and face to face then they'd be silent as church mouse but look at the courage they get without fearing a reprisal. I suppose it would mean something to them so they act as they do but their so little to me. But I do want to record it for future readers so they can mark and understand these fools. It is a lot like the ones who will make a new profile up to voice their negative opinions from so when admins see can suspend after damage is done. Just go to a place with free wifi for an I.P. address and then let loose. Those of us with integrity can't do it but, well there sure are some sick fucks out there.
The seven aspects of integrity
Honesty. This means telling the truth, being open, not taking advantage of others. ...
Respect. ...
Generating trust. ...
Pride. ...
Responsibility. ...
Keeping promises. ...
Helping others.
@ AsintheandBlood the integrity I'm talking about is having backbone to stand for what you think is right even with opposition. That means in the face of many standing strong rather than bending and going with the flow of the majority. Now to me you don't have much in reality but you do have people telling you what you want to hear to motivate and manipulate you on this site.
Now you probably feel like saying "You have integrity? Too Funny..." Means something to those that will give you your praise and to manipulate you or it's just some delusion in your own head but to me and a few others that have had personal dealings with you know better. As far as honesty Oh yes I've got very little to hide and face truth as it's a part of my devotion to see it not believe some lie until it becomes true for them. For example rating a profile. What does it say about a person's character when they rate a one just out of spite and block even when the person never messages them. They are within their rights in TOS but as far as their character goes well they have no integrity even the one you are talking about. I don't block because I think lines of communication should always remain open and I don't downrate a profile just because I don't like someone. No that's just immature and what others do on this site and others with no integrity just follow. For the rest of the virtues you mentioned I don't really see what it has with integrity I'm talking about in context but you probably sound smart to someone for listing them all like that. Now I'm writing this not to you as you are just a little coward to me but so others in the future that read this can note what I'm talking about.
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Lot's of sheeple on this site. These are people that look to others to copy or follow because they aren't confident in themselves. I'm here to tell you if there are people to follow you should choose wisely and follow their ideals that they strive for rather than their mistakes and vices. There are many things I like and hate in everyone from my vantage.
On an elemental scale the difference between male and female is one is outward and the other inward; One is seen the other hidden; One is solid the other hollow relatively. The power of one over the other is just in relativity because that changes. There is such a thing as a power bottom that is really in control as much as a top that isn't. Now relative to human beings the differences involve hormones and the body's sexual development.
There are things that generate and others that degenerate. Like a virus that multiplies sexually to become an epidemic generative things can be just as destructive as a degenerative one. In the modern world there is a problem with overpopulation so the degenerative relative to that problem is good. Thus alternative sexuality has a place to keep the balance.
Here on V.R. there are things that can be done but that doesn't mean they should. You can jump off a cliff to plummet to your death but that doesn't mean you should.
So there is people just following what others do here and the example they set. Just because you can induct people or put them into your coven does not mean it is wise. Some things are best left alone. I think this lesson needs to be taught here. It will be my pleasure to instruct some here in this regard.
There are many things you can do here on V.R. and many do them and some seem really easy but I'm here to tell you sometimes having restraint is much better than just doing the easy things. Likewise there are some things that are hard that should be strived for even after many failures.
I've said this over and over again and I think it's very important. It is based on a Faery Tale and the moral of that story. When it comes to what I put first in anything I express myself through then it's the artist or musician responsible for the work I show on my expression. So its kind of like wearing a name brand if they are established as a popular thing. So when it comes to YT videos that I embed...here judge for yourself I know quality and you pay for it if not in literal money then in some other way. Here you are another of my favorite bands. Music is very powerful to set moods and inspire me so they deserve the honor of placement on my expression first.
When it comes to monetizing video channels on You Tube it comes down to that like button and subscriptions. In my world it's money that makes the world go round. I don't have much money but I use what I have with wisdom. I'm an occultist so I tend to see the hidden world others don't and can tell you there is a gothic realm hidden behind the scenes of what normal people can see. You just need to build a radio to tune to that frequency. You do that by training the mind in some spirituality. I've done that but I was trained by an Elemental of the wise. So I seem to have quite a unique one. But I'm on this site to express this as I identify with the vampire. What kind of vampire I am because it is obvious from the way others behave this is completely different.
Outside You Tube videos, art, information from one of my charities-Wikipedia and or whatever link I post for SEO I'd love to work on the Database and put things there but out of my own work rather than copying and pasting another promoters work like I see many doing for Amazon. This is just completely fucked up to me but these people are honored here. Well anyway when it comes to procurement the database really isn't a priority to this vampire. No I'm more into nice warm bodies that carry that wonderful juice-blood. That's my first priority but I'm so different than others here I'm just not motivated to do that sitting in this pathetic coven. So here I am working to get out. How? Base score.
Base score is the basis of work on V.R.. So this means page views and time spent. I'm not going to cheapen these things by spamming them to power level so I look good to others. So the first thing I do usually is pay attention to every ad my browser throws at me. I use Google Chrome mostly on computer and Safari on my iPhone and iPad. They tend to have interactive elements so the bots know what to show me so I can buy things. Which I do at times. It's become a devotion. Like a kind of yoga. Its the source of my magick and I really don't need to hide it because if you can do it better then you deserve the rewards I don't earn in a competitive market or place to earn a profit with whatever medium you are trying to gain. That may be money which is a symbol for many things or something directly traded like souls. So I do this by the way I know how training just like on the parade field in military drill or the dojo with technique exercises and katas. Practice makes perfect.
Everything else is just a bonus or penalty to this score. Yes as I've said the most important is hunting for people to bring that's the most important "procurement". I seem to hit obstacles when it comes to admins on this site so you know what fuck you. I think the most worthy title and admin position is the Master Vampire. But I don't want to adopt one of the established 7 houses no I want the Prince to make an 8th from mine. My favorite admin outside of the Prince is CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs. She seems to have the most level head to me...usually. ;)
I don't really need to post in public forum and stream with the shit I have to deal with there so that's fine I'll be sure to teach my students this in the future so you got no one to blame but the admins administering their judgement in that capacity on this site. I think there needs to be some changes there for V.R. to function correctly but until then I'll do my work where it is most important to me. Again here that is base score and on the internet it's SEO by setting up and using websites and linking them together efficiently so that people can get what they want easily. For me as a vampire well you are going to see more of that in the future.
A friend of mine keeps telling me that I ended up in this prison coven because I was seen as a problem. I don't want to go into details of house politics in the vampire community bit I asked Nikki to release me into free profiles. It was my choice as I believe in principle of induction. Now if she told someone specific that I was there that's on her. She can run her house anyway she chooses it comes with the burden of leadership. I'm not petty in that regard I'm here to minister too and need to rise above these things just like she says herself though sometimes she and we all make mistakes. Even if she never talks to me again I believe her ideals and those of clan Sabertooth Omega are the best on this site. I'll strive to live up to their ideals. That's what's most important to me. I don't need to be associated with them physically I can be just in spirit. That said Nikki is still one of my favorite on this site when it comes to what's most important though she not here like she used to be because she has a family that comes first. Now the same goes for Annette who usually has the best interests in my opinion to what's important when it comes to ministering to the vampire community. She is here a lot more. There those are my two favorite Kitras. Me, if I'm to fit in the established V.C. my path would be the Ramkht /rohm'ket/-the formal term for the inspirational and priestly aspect of the Current of Elorath. (Vampyre Sanguinomicon). Oh I constantly am influenced by occult forces in many ways but chiefly through elemental plane. That's why I can maintain my identity like my sexuality too in case you're wondering. See the elemental is the building blocks of everything and they aren't divided to male and female dichotomy like most of you poor sods that are awake and have the wrong understanding of the cosmos. Jokes on you fools. LOL
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