There are times at night, like tonight, when the darkness is slightly chased away by the faint moonlight and the silence is heavy. All I can do is sit in the near darkness and look out the window as two questions bounce around in my mind.. Why? What do you want? Why? What do you want? They can be quite maddening. Especially since you answer them silently and they still choose to flit about.
I can't.. I can't even be fucking bothered with this.
I did a powerpoint.. I got 25 out of 40 and I don't even care. The assignment was fucking stupid. I have until Monday at 2:30 am to resubmit for mastery, but I can't even fucking bring myself to do it.
I've felt like trash for most of this week. I had to fight to actually do the assignment. Along with another powerpoint I had to do for my other class. I just can't. I'm stressed. I'm on edge. I'm just so over so much shit right now.
Even with that low of points, I'm pulling a 96% in the class. So fuck it. I normally would redo it, but I just cannot fucking be bothered. If you wanted us to do it a certain way, fucking explain that.
I'm so close to just shut down mode.
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