My head hurts, so much.
Tears of pain fall down my face.
I'm having a hard time trying to think.
Focus is lost in utter Chaos.
It feel like a headache.
Feelings of explosions rock my mind.
I'm feeling down and out.
I feel like it's a last straw.
Feel my time is coming soon.
Feelings of pain and torment in my head.
These feelings transfer to my body and take it's toll.
Make it go away.
To be seriously to the point of being exhausted. That's how it felt. Not tired, nor weak, either worn out over this. Shedding tears so much, that getting a headache can make one not even think right as they write. So one puts down what came straight from the heart. Building the strength that has been a main goal for sometime now. But still, yet exhausted. If only more people realized this.
It reminds me a bit of the verse from that Baudelaire poem.
''One of the sort whom all revile,
A Vampire, my own blood I quaff,
Condemned to an eternal laugh
Because I know not how to smile.''
but its really beautiful
This made me very sad...
Awesome poem. I know how it feels to be like that. I can feel the words as well
If you need me call me hun*hugs*
This is the way I currently feel, hit home. I enjoyed this very much, thank you for sharing.
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