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What is your most painful experience, whether it be mental or physical.

I'd have to say mine is falling into the same traps of love. When it is the most joyous thing in the world it can rip someone to so many pieces.

Most painful experience for me was when I miscarried my first son. I was 5 months preggy with him when I had him. He had congestive heart failure. He lived to be 2 weeks old, surprisingly. But, he was my whole life for those 2 weeks and the previous 5 months I was preggy with him.

loosing my best friend Corkey... he was like my brother, the one I KNEW i can count on....

well have to think about this cause I've had too much painful expiriences for my age but I guess the worst one was when my parents betrayed me.It is very shocking when you know you can't even count on your family, you feel very abandoned and lonely.

Another one was my last relationship.I suffered very much when he broke up with me.But I felt also very sorry not only for the relationship but also because at that time I was fired from work,was refused from the course I wanted to join,1 of my friends had betrayed me,had serous health probs, and my family didn't help me instead it brought me more probs.
All these things happened in one month.Call it shitty moment!

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When I was 20 and I told my parent's I was pregant. It's taken me 5 years to regain some trust in them but I still say they think of me as a harlot.

First off ... MahaVailo ... no offense .. but that kind of typing is pretty annoying ... I'm sorry for what happened to you, I would hope taht in time you would find your inner strength that carried you through that time or what is carrying you through now ..

Secondly ... Physical pain ... born with Scoliosis, have had constant back pain my entire life, even with surgery to stop the curvature, it did not stop the pain .. too stubborn to take pills other then over the counter and only then when I really can't bare the pain anymore, we're talking dang near can't even get out of bed pain.

Thirdly ... emotional ... the 20+ friends that I lost while in high school due to various different reasons, not to mention family members in my life. Nothing hurts more then lossing someone in your life ...

i would half to say loss of my parents

there is a lot of shit that i've been trought.... so i don't know what to say..

Most painful experience...
Having my daughter ripped from my arms at gun point and being forced into complete issolation from the rest of the world for close to three months.
Sitting in a darkened room with no way out for 23 hours a day never knowing if I would be allowed to leave begging for death for allowing my daughter to be taken and still alive.

arm in a deep fat frier

The most painful experience to me is to love someone, to have them tell you they love you, then to not have that love returned.
I am currentely in that situation and it is really painful and frustrating for me...

my most painful experience was losing my first love. The worst part is it was all my fault. i treated him the wrong way, and i didn't know how to treat a guy, you know it was my first real b/f, and i was only 14. We got into this huge argument and broke up. It hurt more knowing that i could have made it work, but i was too stupid to realize how much i really loved him. It was one of those things where you don't realize you love the guy till After he's gone! Me and him are still close friends, but it still hurts. Haven't been in love since then.

The most Physically painful thing would probably be when i fell face first off of my cousins 4 wheeler. I still have a scar under my eye from where i hit the ground. (lol)

One of my most painful experiances was losing one of my best friends. Her brother had been taking her to a friends and they got in a car accident. he lived but she didnt.

hmm this is hard it think that my most painful experience was both phical and mentil i had a boyfirnd and he said that he liked me but would never say that he loved me(y do girls care so much) well one day he said that he did but that was onlt because he wanted me to sleep with him well after i said hell no he started to beat me (never thought that it would hapen to me) and every time he did after he would start crying and saying how sry he was finally one of my friend found out and well lets just say that he had to move really far but that was one of my worst

Probably the time i got icy hot on my nuts...ouch!!!

most painful expierence: Thinking my mother had commited suicide. She left a suicide not and was gone when i got home from school, i didnt see her for 3 days no call no nothing (i thought she was dead) that was most painful thinking someone i loved was dead.

i would say getting my heart broken but boo hoo that was a yr ago im not gunna whine about it anymore. Plus thinking my mother was dead still scares the hell outta me cuz i felt the pain as if she were dead, and i kno wut that feels like now...and i know some day im gunna have to face that pain again

but what's with all this negativeness? Why focus or talk about things that weren't good?

we should be happy talking! =)

I agree with pinklust. there is too many bad things in the world. they take attention away from all the things that are good.