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Am confusing myself here am a dark person as you know if you've met me but i wanna do a job that leads ppl to the light make them happy but me go back to the shadows.
I wanna save lives yet I find it hard sometimes to get through my own.
Am I a walking contradiction an idiot an idealist or just another fucked up headcase just venture an opinion i won't be offended

you are chaos boy..
and if you're confused of what you are..take time to THINK..
you'll know

Chaos lookm deep down inside yourself and see what you most want to do with your abilities, and dont just look into only your mind or your heart, look in both together at the same time so you can know your deepest truth, and then you will know.

I totally agree with altimo =)....Very well said babe.very well indeed !,and king Tarquin

Chaos, you are by no means a fuck-up, dear.
You are very similar to how I am.


Come talk to me whenever you like. I'll even give you my number to speak at a more friendly pace than through pixels if you like.

i loook deed down inside and knnow what i must do almost everyday i am here i look around rave and know i am home

You are not alone in your feelings. I am a walking contridiction of myself; hence my user name ChaoticBliss. I think we are blessed that we can see two sides of life.

Thanx every1

You are not the only one with feelings like this....for me if i have no solutions for something.....i go for a walk in the nature.....and take as much Time as it needs.....
If you like to talk about that....feel free!!!
we can Yahoo or something els...

Yea, I think we all have days when we are fully together, then other days when the world is up side down. I know my life has recently been like that!

Who's life isn't like that Emm! You can do great things Chaos, I know it in my heart and you should know it in yours too. We all experience this indescisive feeling of what are we here to do? Do we have any real purpose? Of course we do, and the sooner we all realize that the better off we'll all be. Take some time to get to know yourself again, maybe you will be surprised at what you'll find :)

a I used to have as my quote....sometimes only in the darkest recesses of your soul do you find your brightest light

you are only what you preceave yourself to be.

u r not a fuck-up- u r a descent person- a dark and nice person- they dont come along very often x

we all have the 'good' vs. 'bad' fight. not saying that 'dark' means 'bad', but it could. i love helping other people, but have 'dark' interests. but the interest do not have an adverse effect on my ability to help others.

Och! *pout* and I thought this was a Quiz

Life is a roller coaster of hell and heaven, good times come up, and bad times bury us, but we always must remmber things happen for a reason and once this roller coster is over we will finally be at peace with ourselves

You are who you are... you may have a dark side which seems so strong but that doesn't stop you wanting others to be happy.