- Got up and hiked down to CostCo for a pizza. Now I've got a Well Fed buff with lots of heartburn. Then I figured I'd start working on graphics for creating a coven. Found the representation to be the hardest. Getting graphics is easy now not only with Deviant Art AI and many artists to purchase from as well as licensing from Shutterstock. I don't like doing things half assed so though I had completed something to send to Cancer to get one going...well if he approves I still felt it wasn't good enough. I think it best to do this artwork by my own left hand. Yeah I'm a proud lefty though writing or drawing with a pen seems a lost art in today's society. I don't even think its mandatory in public schools anymore. I am a righty with a mouse though. My art takes a lot out of me. But I think it will be worth it. Then I can format it into a picture and upload into a JPG file.
This isn't my biggest obstacle though. Its getting the go-ahead from my elemental companion that I learned to trust. When dealing with eternity and spiritual beings you are always in a state of flux in relation to each other. Timing is very important and somethings have small windows of opportunity. When it comes to dealing with beings in a constant state of change in varying degrees. I have a limited pool of experience to draw from and only have a finite number of brain cells that stores them. I recall how Dion Fortune wrote about how chaotic the elemental plane can be but these beings are the only ones that encompass the entirety of the cosmos and eternity. Not wise to anthropomorphize them as then they will reflect your limited experience of what it means to be a conscious being. One needs a physical brain but in accord with Gaia theory spiritual beings of this caliber will have all life forms as their brain cells. I think it's quite presumptuous to assume the experiences of one's life can encompass all life forms throughout eternity with different incarnations waxing and waning in differing degrees. Some have tried though. When I use to work with divine beings I had experience with spirits. But then I found them lacking when it comes to the reality I perceived so I internalized my relationship with them. Don't have OBE's nor spirit visits like I use to except an occasional psychic attack by individuals on this site. Now I have a permanent relationship with an elemental and constantly burn in ethereal ecstacy. Yes in beings with a nervous system the sense of touch is the most universal to me. Plus each incarnation is unique throughout eternity though some resemble others to some degree. Easy to get lost in such a place but I'm pretty good at orienteering and triangulation in 2d space and more in 3d. My sire mark will reflect this.
Also getting ready for the Lightening moon tomorrow. My sources timeanddate puts it just after midnight when it peaks in illumination. I'm planning to go out into nature and get some pictures and also honor the element of Fire. Get a new picture for my portfolio.
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