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ok well, yesterday i was readin the forum post "symtoms of bein a vampire" (or somthin like that) and what i read really shocked me. so now i have reached an extreme point of re-awakening. (cuz i was i little doubtfull during my first awakening) though this time im sure that im a vampire and i think i might be a psy vampire but i need some help figuring it all out and helpin me understand it. im open to anyones comments:)

being a psy can be hard to discern....
are you more comfortable being arouns loud boisterous people.....angry ppl....very sad ppl.....extreme emotional ranges.....these people are fuel....as they are already giving off freely excesses of energy....but be careful...as you tend to mirror the emotions you are siphoning.....that is why I try to surround myself with ppl who don't take life too seriously....who like to sing and laugh..
it keeps me in a better mood as I play leech.....and since they are already giving up this energy to the world I am depriving them of very little.....

what daer said is very true.
however, with work and time, a psy can control who they take from.

i wish i could help, it sounds like daer has the best info, im what i belive is called a sang, i drink blood, i reall dont car for such scietific labels like psy an sang

I agree with Daermon

im guessing right now you, much like I , are an unintentonal psychic vampire which means your body is feeding off of others by instinct or need of energy

If you are a real vampire I do not think you should be trying to figure it out here.....I mean you know if you are or not

in a few words, psy-vampirism is a state of mind, that you must put others to, so they serve without knowing it. serving means from making you favors, making you feel good, etc.

You are what you atre whatever that may be :)

thanx for all the comments i think daermon has a pretty good idea of it all. at this point i cant be around sad, angry, ppl etc w/o goin crazy or breakin down and cryin (i cant really explain it to a point where anyone would really understand unless theyve actually been through it) its like i can sense all the negative energies and its kinda bein absorbed into me (what it seems like anyways) is this what you (daermon) mean by "reflecting"? is this feeding? (i know i sound dumb and ignorant but just help me please)

* i got it mixed up, instead of reflect i meant to say mirror =)

Daer Has the Best info for you...

I agree with everyone else, lol. Daer has the best info to look to from what I read. And I don't really know much about it myself.... ^.^ Best of Wishes!

i dont really know either, but im sure other people on this site do know how to help.

sorry again, take care

You should know who you are inside you... there... nobody can help you dear.so try to sit and think about all that you see her... *kisses*

lol.freak is right.think about urself,find it out...

but about being a psi, do the others aroud really have to plan your thoughts?

Daermon was right... everything he said made sence... I am a psychic vampire aswell, so if you need any help answering more specific questions, just ask... The main thing you need to realize is that being a psychic vampire has no boundaries... You can live the way you wish... Talk to you later!..

gylanah has answers!

your a soul vamp you drain not blood but the negitive energies to feed your body but be careful for some stronge fealings can take over your current ones

being a psych vamp, you feed of evryone elses energy. you turn pain, happiness, etc into your food. if you can do that and beleive in it than you are a psych vamp, it may take some practice for you but you will know your answers soon

im sorry but u kinda confused me too lol

It wouldn't be the first source to call us "mind leeches," dearie, simply a fairly widely published one.

;)

I completely agree ...

i say be who you are

sorry dear i cant help u out on this one! i am not a vampire i am more like punk! and i like gothic and vampire things!

i don't remember readin anythin in the satanic bible bout them bein leeches

Hi joni~ its me. Its time for you to learn who and what you are. You've told me you've been doing research and I also have helped you on this path. You already know what we are, you should discuss this with me instead of posting it on the internet. You have shamed us for what we are......You violated one of the 13 rules of the community, I shall send them to you later. But for now, no more asking for public help, it will do nothing but make our problems worse than what they are, if you have questions ask me, not the whole world. I'm not putting you down if this is what you think, I'm just following our lifestyle and what the community says. I love you with everything I can Joni, dont exploit yourself for what it is, figure it out yourself, and I shall help you....Love,
~Esha

drinkdeeplyanddream.com is a pretty good site if you're curious about that.

you can figure it out when you can have enough sleep!

How could she figure it out if she didnt know what she was.

I too was in her shoes and had the most diffcult time in what was happening to me and why i was what i was. until someone helped me that was of the same kind.

I was left helpless in what i was and had no help like this, i was scared and overwhelmingly hungry to the energies of people and life, that i didnt know about, until i was helped by my own kind.

Im glad she has asked for help otherwise we could have a rampid psy vamp feeding off of people and harming them.

my dear DAERMON is right in what he says, ther are alot of us on here that you can talk to about this and get the help and info you need.


My dear, us as psy/chi vamps are a misterious bunch and yet all unique, if you need anything concerning this topic then ask me or anyone here, who is a psu/chi vamp.

Sweet kisses to the young one! >:D

I personally don't feed off someone else's energy. Although at one time it was fun to do. I later and now find that the energy from anything of 'the Dark' genre, works just fine. And nobody gets hurt along the way.

This may be one of the reason/ fascination, of late, for the popularity of vampyres. Everything we have been told about them is that they're of 'the Dark.' And I have found that the very concept of something from 'the Dark' has energy. Energy that I can feed off.
If this wasn't true, then just watching a DVD (vamp related) or dressing in costume wouldn't make a difference in feeling. But it does.

But for some reason, it doesn't work very well when I go to HT. Hhmmmm...?

a vampire is either sang or born from 2 vampire parents or just one. all the rest of you are just totally confused.

you've lost me completely

Lost? Your expression shows it. :)

Singing something into creation is a vvvvery old technique. We stopped doing that along time ago for a very good reason. Survena, my dear, you're showing your age. lol

And DD, just be true to yourself. It takes time to find the real you. You know the saying; 'All a vampyre has - is time.' Use it wisely.

Asking questions is the pathway to both true knowledge and power. Ask your questions, seek out your answers and you will have no problems getting what you want, or in this case, controlling and harnessing your powers

aww billy you mean you dont have a child within anymore? that's sad.

actually if you dont agree you dont have to be insulting therefore it's YOUR age that shows dear.

Anyway,
Yes you can be given vampiric blood (sired)
Yes you can be a born vamp
Yes you can be a reincarnated vamp

And if you disagree oh well.

Good one sorvena

I meant quote Billy ''survena'' un-quote!
*pokes out tongue

i am believed to be part of the luner breed but i dont know what u r but i'll look in too it and let u know what i find out

true true ...vlad

U HAVE SOME ISSUES WITH ACTUALLY KNOWING WHO U ARE EITHER U ARE A VAMPIRE OR UR NOT U CAN'T SAY THAT UR NOT TO SURE. BUT I HOPE U REALLY FIND OUT WHO U ARE AND HOPE WE CAN TALK SOME MORE JUST LET ME KNOW HOW U ARE DOING OK GIRL.

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BloodThirst- If you had read his post properly, you would see that he isn't trying to figure out whether he is a vampire or not. He is being mature enough to admit that he doesn't know everything, and that he would like some help.

I think that there are people who are a lot more versed on the subject than me, but I agree with a lot that has been said. I know the feeling of needing emotional intensity, and sometimes deliberately or subconsciously causing that to energise me... the more I thought about it, the more I knew that it was totally accurate to my situation. I like to be alone, but not for excessive periods of time, as I feel drained, and I like being around excessive emotion, as I know that I utilise it.

As I said, I dont know everything, and there are a lot more people here who could advise you with more detail, but if you would like a chat, then i owuld be glad to do all that I can for you.

Echo x x

Lost of good advice here...Interresting thread, very informative, and for the most part supportive.
And FYI, the Black Veil states that we should not speak of our differences to those who may not accept us for who we are. Nowhere does it say that we should not discuss or inquire within a haven. I do believe the Rave is a haven, is it not?

It's for you to decide. If you feel your a certain type of vampire, why not confirm that yourself, instead of asking others, who may have a completly different view on what it is to be a psy vampire..

id be happy to oblige but im not really an expert in psy vampyrism

Gosh I feel stupid everytime someone asks about this.

I agree with Daermon. I'm an emotional sponge, and I'm still trying to figure out how to control it. Can't do it all the time, but when you're down and are around someone that's feeling even worse then you, filling your mind with a persistent though/image and really see it in your mind, or to think of a song and really hear it in your mind can help you to isolate your self from other people's feelings. Has worked for me in the past, and still does.