Wow 5 months ago I started HRT and now it seems like second nature, some accomplishments to add to this, Started to wear make up to work prior to this mark. Next goal 6th months. Use my fem voice more is my 2nd goal. Medical maybe iffy right now. I've got an appointment to see if there's a way that I can keep what I have. I wish I didn't have to do this alone. I really do. My depression and emotions don't mix well
So I found out today because I make too much money before taxes, and child support are pulled that I would be denied for my medical that I've been getting from the state, This is very heartbreaking. I can't afford coverage by myself. My pay won't allow it.
Headline says it all
I think I'm losing count well as soon as I take my last medbefore a refill I'll be back on track. I feel like I'm a burden to this site now. All I do is lash out lately. Maybe it's the meds idk. This hasn't been the best ride for me. I keep screwing up things with people. Day in and day out. Today I wore makeup at work it went well so there's that
I may start wearing make-up at work now.
Need to start coming out more and become the flower that I am.
Reminder to self you can do this. You are beautiful, you are pretty, and you've got this.
I got a visitor that doesn't usually visit my profile. Hmmmmm. Thanks for stopping by.
Can one change genders on here if they identify as that gender that they want to change to?
theres been one other who has, and it is as easy as going to the edit page of your profile.
Oh i know i can do it just don't know if it's allowed
it is. :)
as far as i know of.
been there done that havent gotten in trouple.. - gender fluid.
I'm pretty sure that if it weren't something you're allowed to do, it wouldn't be possible to go in and do it yourself.
Lots of people (darkfear ...) get away with far worse than a gender change on a profile; I can't imagine you'd even be noticed much less busted for it.
It is perfectly fine.
So, lately I've gotten a huge amount of dypshoria, I'm a very attention seeking person. I've been on HRT for 4 months and I'm 42 years old doing this. I feel so out of place or maybe i'm not doing it right. I still see resemblance of my old self in me on a daily basis, People keep asking me my preferred name which is the one i have. I've never had issues with it. I just recently got my meds increased and never felt so alone. I'm scared and frightened and really don't have many people I can talk with. This is also my new picture I think I look ok but far far from where I'd like to be. I try to help others as best as I can though it doesn't always go well. I don't know if this is the meds or just overwhelming emotions. Need some supportive words. Thank you..
Also thank you for the comments on the last post
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