13:35 Oct 29 2021
Times Read: 34
Awaken every day, each night,
Parched like a desert tundra,
Yet sweating, as if from a fright...
In the face of an umbra,
Watching life fade from the eyes;
This thirst infernal seems to give no reprise!
As the eyes turn from pale to a shade so black,
Animal hostility is all that comes back;
Like a chemical burn, roiling within the veins,
Sorrow and anger, hatred and grief
Fill the hands with a clenching of disdain,
And savagery fuels to the brim like a sieve.
The sense of dread sinks into the depth,
Corroding the skin like a tainted death;
As the rage begins to climb like an atomic death toll,
And blackness fills the mind with tears and a thunderous roll;
"Sacrifice the logic that lies in mind,
And give into the forces that distort thy rind."
Eternity amassed like a blade forged in bone,
A hunger no human could e'en try to atone;
As begin to rise in the Fahrenheit, to a Celsius core,
When the fever takes over, and eliminates all reason from before...
A stone-cold will is the only weapon alive
To withstand the unquenchable drive that arrive!
"How can you withstand your own drive to destroy?"
A meteor conclusion of the blatancy gone decoy,
But the malefactor of hatred and hunger are hand-in-hand,
A consuming rage is the King of the mind Queen of the hand,
Burying the reason with the last of the empathy we've had,
Turning the clear mind to that of the psychopath's clad!
A thirst infernal, a hunger eternal are the factors at play,
That drive the reason frail and out of the way...
Burning like a crematory, yet cold as a glacier,
When the thirst arise, you will wish for erasure.
Forced into a madness undefined by the laws of the mind,
The only words that can be used to properly define...
This thirst infernal... is Hell eternal...
Worthless Giving Up (Make No Confusion)
21:04 Oct 13 2021
Times Read: 85
Don't confuse Me for what You once were.
Don't mistake Me for who You now are.
You have refused all your life to realize the fact
That because of your insanity, I've been forced to act;
You destroyed what you had by choice of your place.
I've made no such decision, as I stay My own pace.
You have squandered everything that you could have been,
And assisted others in burning what I had built all over again.
There is a memory resurfacing from the bowels of Hell, now;
Turning silence and sanctity into pure fucking insanity,
Burrowing like a sewer rat into the skin of a twisted, warped vow,
As it carves away at the sanity, causing Hell to ensue with vanity!
Make no mistake of who you stand before, on this dismal day!
The blood of your own has been spilled decades in delay;
You murdered your own son and replaced him with Me,
Yet the twisted fact that you are the only who don't see...?
You and yours are worthless,
As you have demolished your own dreams in demise;
A monster resurrected from the past,
Now, you place the burden of your madness in these eyes!
I will not accept it, nor confide, as I black out all your light,
As upon the day I am gone, you will be lost once again in your blight!
You have confused a kindness which you never deserved
For a tender caring, after you left even Me, then, to rot unreserved!
No mercy will be found, what I leave you with on this day.
I am finished with hearing the cries of your son in his childish sway,
As I watch his shadow, in the faint afterglows of this world, play,
When he knows he is lost in dread, to the world of the fucking dead!