How do I do it?
Like this:
women destroy but they also bring you back
I called at a round 10:45
I figured you would find out and call back
waiting for Kristen's biz phone call
but I was out of it last night
but I felt my body come back it was amazing
there was something coming out of my ear, and then when it crossed over to the other side of my body I felt a tap on my left elbow, and then I knew it was out of my brain
it was more than that though
they opened a wondow on my grandfather Martti
he had lost his family because of the war, and when no one showed up at the hospital in the 1980's they opened the window on him, I had read about that in the book today,
so I was sitting naked by the window, actually laying down like the Oscar trophy and there was this whole buzz about my body
and I was thinking for my middle name namesake
and I could feel my soul come back through the window and give me my body back
the key of it was I only smoked 2 cigs the wholoe day
like a third at a time
it soothes the nerves though it causes platlets to stick together, so small quantities
anyways, so my grandfather whom had lost his family due to the war and could not survive the 40 years without a family, I realized he had had a male brain too, he was a mathematical genius. PLaying the mandolin well like my other grandfather who died in 1925
anyways
so then I was looking at the letter W
and I realized I had two male brains in my head, I certainly didn't get my mothers brain though, so I do think the MArtti half was lost even though parts of it might have been voodooed on
so, while the nerve death was happened in my emotional center
I knew old soulmate was being paved over, and I thought of you, said your name, and tried to rewire my love center with a new girl,
to make the nerves stronger
thanks for being there
with no one to think about the souol does not return
yeah, I know it is a crazy email, but what the fuck, I am going through a most difficult time, and without you I couold not make it, soooooo, had to let you know
the man can conquer the world without a woman, but in order to conquer himself he needs a woman.
As far as the Mesopotamian cultures, I know a little, the Babylonian captivity, the red sea crossing, the building of the pyramids
modern Iraq of course, and that city they found 9 cities below the oldest city in Irag, I think it was Er.... soomething something
an archeologist was exploring his kitchen and had to put a stool to look in the pantry and the floor broke through and under his house was a honey comb of ancient cities, it is the oldest continualy habited city in the world, there was even some Jewish layers to it
whta I want to discover is the dried up river, what was it the ganges and the ancient language that was erased with them
and what of the Mameluks? Or the forgotten tongue on the copper mines of the Sinai Peninsula?
an eye for an eye
but I can't name drop ancient cities in Iraq like I used to,
my mind has been on science to dominate this existence, when life is a game and you trained for war or apocalypse, then you win, because in peace as in war, there is apocalypse
have you read the Iran holy scriptures?
Thye bridge of lies? When you see through life and the evil are damned and laughed at and the holy proceed to heaven?
