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As in the glossary of the Codex: " An individual who served a pivotal role in a number of peoples' past lives. ....serves as a nexus point for these souls in their current incarnation, drawing them together both energetically and geographically. In addition, a Keystone often has a catalyzing effect on these individuals facilitaing their Awakening as they are drawn closer to the center."

As of the last few weeks, I've felt this pulling I don't know if it's a certain meetup I should be attending or what the deal is. I'm not sure if it's a PLACE or PERSON-- or a group to be honest.

I've been looking various things up on he internet, the best resource I have sadly enxt to the Codex and so far, nothing. I'm trying to relax as of now, and let it flow. Any suggestions or insight?

*Please only post if you're serious. No 1-liners or good lucks. I seek information now, and if I don't find it here, I will look elsewhere quickly.

Keystones is another word for a Mentor, a Awakened or even, a Guardian.

I, as a person, have attracted vampire smy entire life, and in the last year have awakened three. This isn't to say that I am proud of it, indeed it comes with some disasterious consequences, but you see;

It just may be a person within your area that you are being called by due to they have knwoledge and/or abilities that are surfacing within yourself but need that "Catalyzing" effect to fully bring themselves out within it.

A place, if it is a place, would have some sort of Node. This calls people sensitive to the vibrations there, and only them. As many can't work with Nodes, let alone be able to fully understand any manifested sentinence that may be slipped into the area there.

I believe I may have helped you, with your search.

Nodes and Guardians.
If you fail, I will help you in your search, message me if you're interested at all.

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Vixen

Many thanks, Vixen, you've been a great help.

I need to go meditate on a few things. If I've results, I know who to speak to them about.

You are right in looking to meditation...The answers you seek or not on the physical Plain of Reality...You should be able to find your connection in your Mind...I Awaken Minds everyday and night...The Mind must be Ready and Worthy...If you have specific questions, feel free to message me...

I sent my dream/OBE journal (under stories, felt it was the best place to put it) on the Kheprian forum. Of course, shot down again why should I bother writing more.

Seems no matter where I look for help, people with similiar experiences I get shot down.

This is the first time I've heard this.However something similar happened to me and only now I know what is but am not going to make it public message me if you're interested.

Keep on trying.Meditation helps a lot.Never give up.

I've sent you a message, not sure if you're still on but I'd love to hear from you.

I am glad to see that help has come, and that suggestions are useful.

I do notice the extreme lack of one-liners and comical reliefs. And find this an extreme relief.

In any other case, It is not surprising that queries such as yours are shot down, often they are merely because people cannot answer them, and you should continue to bug and annoy and nag people into responding.

It may annoy those who are annoyed, but it also may gain you alot of help from those who do notice such events.

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Vixen

I decided to go ahead and answer their own inquiries-- which then helped me with a few of my own.

My head is killing me, though. I want to go to sleep, but then again... not sure if I could.

Did you find the answers that you were searching for?

I have some things to say in private about this.

:)

"When the student is ready; the teacher will appear."
The teacher will and can take many forms.
Best to keep your mind open and free from judgements.

That is True, when the Student is ready, the Teacher will appear...It happens in many ways and on many levels...

I've found a few answers, have been 'visited' and taught a bit about energy cycling in that 'visit', and also feel a bit more comfortable in my skin as it were. Still plan on exercising and such alter tonight when I've the time.

Thank you for being so kind and asking.

I love talking in private.

my advice is follow your heart and try to do what it wants you to do, if you are being puled then go

It's a matter of funding, though. If it were so easy, I'd just go come April-- but sadly I've little over $1,000-- plus anything I can hang onto, plus I have to pay for room/board/car insurence and all of it has to last through the summer. Not an easy task where bills are concerned.

If you say there is a pulling that you need to go to, have you not tried to use their link to see if you can get them to come to you?

but becareful drawing them to you not force them to come to you, As the codex states that if you feel the pull or a tug they are trying to see if you go to that calling but insted pull or tug on that line to see if they or them wont come to you, thats if you feel uncomfortable or unsure going to them.

True... but it seems to be not just myself, but the group as a whole. I just feel... compelled to.

I'll heed your advice though, and try a little 'tug' tonight.

For me I think that person is calling me. That’s part of the reason for my traveling. I have yet to find who is calling me and I don’t know if I ever will. My advice is to go looking for it you may be searching for a long time. Some one has already said that if the student is ready the teacher will come and that some times much learning is some times needed. Some one told me that along time ago. I feel that my traveling in search of has helped to get me ready for my teacher. If you do decide to go in search of, be warned it is not easy in any way. But I feel well worth it. I have learned so much more about myself and the world then I would have if I was to stay at home. I am very confident that when I am ready my teacher will come and I will have fulfilled this part of my life. Then I will start on a new journey. I also believe that time is of the essence and you should not waste too much time in fear that this pull could fade away. "One of the only reasons to have regret is things you didn’t do due to fear"

Feel free to message me back if you wish.
I also thought you would like to know you are not alone.

Also if you really wish to go the money or what ever is necessary will come to aid you. It has for me. If it is a group of people it could be your belonging. You may never know unless you look. But I would also go in caution for you really don’t know what you are walking into. Please don’t let fear hold you back.

i see this matter has been discussed well by all of you and its interesting to see how you all think about it... i have had a smilar experienc to some of you... i have followed a call and the other has followed my call...
i wont tell you what to do, but be carefull you wont really know who the one is who calls you...if you going to find your friend or teacher... i hope it will be a good experience for you

Either way, I'm slowly working the money together. I also plan on doing some Magick to help me 'settle' if you will. I've been having a bit of a problem of being restless since my 'teacher' appeared a week or so ago. I'm still searching for aparticlar book, so we'll see what happens.

Well as long as you are making an effort to make it happen it will be noticed just don’t miss out you might not have another chance at it

Exactly, rather I go alone or notl.

Have you tried grounding your self to help you "settle down"? Some one put a post up and it almost perfectly tells you how to do it the right way. The might help out a lot to clear your head you some. I am also curious what you are doing magickaly to help your self out.

Actually, not as of late.

A lot of the proverbial 'poo' has hit the fan, and things are rearranging.

If you can link me via PM, I'd greatly appreciate it.

Candle Magick may help.
Black candle to remove obsticles and an earthy candle (brown or dark green) for grounding. Always have a white candle burning for your Higher intent.

Don't be too concern about 'books' to read.
You have all the info already in you.
Just calm the mind.

Thanks Billy, I needed that. :) I'll be buying candles later tonight. :)

Hopefully the chaotic energies are finally settling down. Let me know if you need anything.

"The Psychic Vampire Codex," written by Michelle Belanger.

I could use some tips on finding super cheap airfare from Orlando to Vegas on March 31st. lol.

try travelocity

Too bad I can't take all of you with me...

The pull so strong froma few members here to me it seems, I'm starting to think in a way -I'm- the keystone. *laughs*

Well I'm really glad that you are starting to feel better about all this and I was wondering how the candles worked for grounding. I have never tried using candles and I thank Billy for the tip I will try that my self

If you need anything else please feel free to ask staying together is what makes us strong

It's good to know I've other vamps 'got my wingbacks.' *laughs* Ahh.... just in a general good mood today.

Candles worked well, as did an almost overdose of incense smoke.

So to Vegas it is. March 31st-4th.
Things have calmed down, though my health has not.

Ear drum hole, cyst-- my right body is maintaining illness while the other side is the epitomy of health.

As with many things, I have found the more often than not, the best course of action for anyone who can feel something pulling them in a direction is to follow. The pull will lead you to where you need to be when you need to be there. I have felt a pull like that before. I chose not to follow it. Two days later my mother died. Probably an extreme circumstance but it still weighs upon my conscience.

Sorry to hear that, TF. I'm going through a similar situation, only with my biological grandfather, whom doesn't know I exist as his granddaughter (it's odd circumstance,).

Nara, I know what you are talking about. I have been through it many times before and am still going through it now. I have met SO MANY people from my past lives and helped to bring about certain events (against my will I might add). Memory and caution are key elements when deling with this situation. Believe me!
The last one, before the one I'm in now, led me to a coven called The Forsaken. There, I found an entire tribe that I once belonged to a very very long time ago. Two of it's members, the leaders you might say, I helped to keep thier relationship going. All the more pity for me since I was in love with both of them. They were both female if you are wondering. It devistated me to no end because in doing so, I lost the one quest which kept me going all this time. But they are all doing well now, so that's some consolation.
Now I am dealing with even more ancient souls that I once knew. I'm not exactly sure what my role with them is going to be yet, but knowing my aunt, the reason will make itself in time.
You can e-mail me if you need any more specifics on it. You can find my e-mail in my profile.

you asked for no oneliners or crack comments.

in respect for this i ofer you this.

your mind its calling your draw'n(dawn'n)

as with this picture the true vision is one you already hold look beyond the face surface to see the answer within

Picture, pictures everywhere-- and not a drop of ink,
Sure I've seen them, looked upon them-- some even make me think,
But in the end it's not the pictures-- the WORDS that make it sink,
On my own I'll travel then, and gain another ink,

Inkling tinkling in my sleep as I lay in bed,
Shredding and bedding in the back of my head,
Travel by astral or aided with med,
I'll claim way to such fame as the recent hole in my head.

I'd come across a rather useful lodestone necklace.

It seems to have been pulling others towards me as of late.

Well, I'm still tryig to figure out what -kind- flodestone the necklace is-- you see it was toted as a 'black pearl', and actually has the look of it as well.

For those not so deep into jewelry, black pearls are very hard to come by, let alone on eBay as I've found. It almost has an onyx or hematite look to it- somewhat in the middle.

Anyone with stone knowledge, I'd appreciate any links you may have.