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I'm very open spiritually, and psychically.
What I'd like to find out is, in some time of your life, has something weird, spiritually been in your life.. something you didn't understand, or felt threatened by.
Whether it be paranormal, or by interception from a psi vamp, or by electrical activity, static, or anything you can think of...

What was it, and how did it affect you?

Nothing weird has every happened in my life...no wait that's not entirely true. When Mrs Ban said 'I do' that was weird and in an odd way spiritual!

Oh and then there is the odd transference which occurs occasionally when my guard is down, other than that there is nothing really : )

I don't know if this qualifies but, when my son was born in '96 I was keenly aware that (as I knew all along) there is a God.

I`m not very linked to spirituality, I`m simply aware of the existence of a superior force.
I could say that whenever I feel "down", or helpless, or at the limit, I could think that something/someone is using spiritual/paranormal/psychic forces upon me.
I don`t really believe in spirituality, I think that everything that happens to an individual is strictly due to his thoughts, actions and behavior.

(Bows in utmost reverence)

Deare Majestic Minxy Moon,

You too seem to been through such experiences. These experiences are life time experiences. And you really wish to know how this happpened and you do not want to believe that one entity was in front of you of para-psychic nature and you you are in puzzle whether it is true and then not approaching that entity, you seek the truth elsewhere.

This same case was with me. I been in such sircumstances in series and this led me to find the truth and this quest led me to dark as well as lightside world both.

the first major parapsychic experience did shaken me later. not at the time of happening but after it coz it was no man area of night but to the side of human area.

It was just some one jumped from sky on the tree from which i was passing on the road at 3.30-3.45 am to get cab.after that the happenings were in series and these happening did not frightened me. coz entity did not want to frighten me and was liking me.

Once I was most puzzled and took my quest to my light side spiritual teacher Swami J. I have that extract of communication. I put that here by pasting from my myspace message box you can understand the gravity of this. You can ask this to even Swami J he might remember this.

Extract :

From: Swami J



Apr 28, 2008 4:15 PM
Subject:
RE: Namasteh
Body:
Hello San,

Oh, how those birds fly in the unconscious; here, there and everywhere. But underneath that is the supreme stillness out of which all of the birds arise. That still stillness is the abode of the meditator on the supreme. Easy to say, isn't it. Yet, still the truth of how all of this plays out. May you find that stillness underneath. Just now I am seeing myspace messages for first time after six weeks of travel that ended today.

Shanti......

Swami J



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Demon with Conscious
Date: Apr 17, 2008 11:11 AM


Guruji Namotubhyam,
Min entered the dark world in search of the quest that true para-psychic did impacts min time to time after reguler period gap by its presence.
They did not harm min but shocked min that this would can happen. It was blinking of light like breathe of person as per breathe of any person. it was blinking like breathe in - dim, breathe out - light, breathe in - dim, breathe out - light. It was tapping in cup board lively and confused whole family what it would be with no even rats or cockreches at all in home, no lizard in home, due to pesticides regulerly, no insects in home. One more incidence, some one controlled my dreams and later to calm my nerves due to worry when i forced my likely vision and unsucceded in it, my nerves strained most in worry and brain was about to hammered after wake up from that dream which was forced on me, one controlled my spouse's body and turned to my side and her two fingers pressed my any nerve in between ear and eye to her side and made min calm just like nothing was happened to me.

One day I saw the pigment of my spouse and my kid changed to smoke gray in moon light and nothing was changed even my skin was not changed. I was not latent that time. coz i woke up to go to lavetory, i came from lavatory the pigment was same, I did not touch them coz they were sleeping in total bliss I did not wish to disturb their bliss.

But all this wonder led me to dark world to learn skills and become kindred to these para-psychics so that I do not worry of them rather i welcome them coz they were not harming.

If i get my quest fed by you, then only i can ask you few more quiz pertaining to my other exeprience.

I seek your guidance Guruji, My opinion that there is no evil but law of karma prevail everywhere and everything is wise to that in pranaic world, even though this happen, there is still intellact or control over mind and conscious is seperate from this law.

and after min was very sharp and annoyed on that blinking breathe in my lavetory, Para-psychics did not appear again in token presence like blink of light and noise in cupboard, etc did not happened to min. even who controlled my dream he did awaken min to lucid dreams for min aware in inbetween planes that i am on astral ride. First of all I dream very lessi dream after a period only when first dreams memory erased.

Its all mind boggling. I know that its linked to anything. I wish to know that what i have to do in this context.
If you feel that me should be guided and you wish to guide me, please do it.

Have Bliss Season
Love
san

Well, you can trace my experiences talking to me but its vast chapter. in search of them I gained mybalance f mind and meditation and psycho-spiritual and psychic exercises.

you won't believe but this is true all I was not feared at all after the very first incidence and later incidences I worried for my family only nothing else and these experiences led me drop my psychic exercises and that I will start again at my age 45 in 2012, I am broken to do them except meditation.

BUt this time when I will start those exercises, no stoppage to that.

other experiences part of other posts which i posted:

1) Well Whenever some one concetrate on me, I feel spirit around me and my subcosncious get alert. its not fear. I did see Yogini spirit daily when I was doing test execise of Balance of mind practice. She taught me the real meditation by its highest involvement. My exercise was open eye exercise sitting in front of candle and to stop candle from flicker by concentating on its flame tip in thoughtless position. Within 3 minute of conecentration one yogini used to appear from spher from nowhere coz I was alone in the room and even my wife used to not to come that time in the room to disturb me and my flat's door close strictly at the time of my exercise so that I do not attract the attention of my neighors. She came for whole 10 days and she relly taught me the involvement level in meditation coz she used to appear from sphere and walked and sat with me and was doing my exercise while she use to do meditation. after my exercise she used to disappear in the same stting position. I could not seat more than 20 minutes in lotus lap position and used to change the position but she did not change her position.

Without appearing one spirit did miscief too on one baniyan tree around 3.40 am. It jumped from above vey high from the sphere to the tree. but was invisible and no birds flew from that giant tree that time. the main branch still was swnging even after 5 seconds when i turned to see what happen. the colony so far from forest and jungle. no cat or owl was there nor their voices heard.

much more things are there to find the answer from my eperience the quest rose still not fulfilled few of them.


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Yes Your Majesty is right that there are portals of many planes and spheres. And surprisingly they appear only in loneliness that some one appeared from sphere or portal. once my wife went to my dad and mom's place. She called me on phone and told me as usual that she cared that all things shut properly including main phase electric switch. Only AC part of switch open for fridge. rest I have to switch on. She told me she properly checked everything before leaving that gas volve is shut and water volve is shut and i have to open them if I do have any such work.

When I came at home in evening, I heard TV voice in my home at the door. Tv was not in the phase of fridge. I thought my son has come from my dad's place his vacation he was enjoying at his grandpa's place. I opened the door by key coz bell no one was hearing. I saw tv was on and cartoon network was there on tv. My son was not at place from last two days and that day too he was at my dad's home and my wife do not like cartoon channel and she was with my mom and dad at their place.

I asked her whether she was watching cartoon net work. she told me she is not a kid to have such time to see such kids channel. I Asked whether some one else was watching the tv. she asked me whether I am mad? she told me fom last two dys not a single person entered home. I did not tolsd her that all electric switches were on with CN was on. I did not put off the TV thinking that if any kids spirit was watching the tv, let it watch it. I went to my room and opened the net to open VR.

This all what I says is not a single percent lie. there is no other entrance to my home except entrance door andno one can enter without breaking it and it was not broken. and I indemnify that all I stated in this group is totally true and will be true in future too. You can imagine what would be my quest and worry level coz no one was appeared.


if you are through such experiences or you are student of para-psychic or paranormal cases, then I can calm you from worries as my teacher did me.

If you are hands on this subject, then please guide me too. don't let this subject in half or in dark without in conclusion.

I see Sprituality as a form of belief. It's almost like a religion, I think. It's just a little more general and not so 'strict" as other religions. But, yes thoughts and emotions play a huge part in how our lives are shaped.. And sometimes there is nothing we can do to stop that. I wouldn't call the things that I've gone through as weird, though. I wouldn't know if it's weird. Different? yes. Traumatising? Yes. Life-changing? Yes. Weird? I don't quite know.

ive been contacted by ghosts via EVP. thats some pretty scary yet exciting stuff. to learn more u can join my group..Eclipse Moon (EVP & More). Its in the sci fi section :)

Something weird is always happenin in my life and non spiritually.

In recent months I discovered that I am an Empath. I feel and sense things that may occur or have occurred or something of the like and I often sense those that I knew that have moved on into the spirit realm.

The effects of realizing that I am an Empath scared me at first but i am more comfortable about it now and learning different ways to communicate or deal with things as they come.

I often feel someone get in bed and press up against me. I awaken. No one is there. I sleep. I awaken. My husband is in bed. I didn't feel him come to bed.

Since I also sometimes feel little pressure points like a cat walking on top of me, I've interpreted these sensations as a memory reel replaying itself.

I also feel the bed vibrate when I'm lying there reading. I do think that is small earth tremors which are common in our area.

I've detected no malevolence in the sensations so if it is a spirit, that's fine.

I am always effected by things metaphysically, from both the positive and the negative. I do not block either because they are both learning experiences. Society seems to have a real problem with trying to block things out when they should be learning from their experiences rather then carrying the added stress of blocking and what the after math could be.

Positive re-enforcement within the life is a very good thing when dealing with the negative spiritual residue that comes from who knows what. That re-enforcement could come from anywhere, whether from you as an individual just trying to remain happy and satisfied, or from a close friend or just an aquantance down the street. Just as long as you get a little laugh or come to a good mood, then the negative won't effect you as much.

The negative is good once in a while, it keeps you on your feet. Just don't worry about the effects so often. The stress from the worry is the main factor in that negative feeling. This is what most people do not realize. Turn the negative into positive and you will adjust to the feelings sooner or later.

Turn those spiritual vibes into physical emotions and you will gain a better understanding for spiritual awareness. This is what the "Spiritualists" have been trying to teach since kingdom come.

Good luck with that...

When I was around 14 yrs. old there was alot of things going on in and around my life, I was having nightmares and well one night (I swear to you this changed me so very much, believe me) I was dreaming that this red firery demon was trying to pull me from my bed and I started to scream and yell, all of a sudden the room started to light up and when I looked over my left shoulder I kid you not there was a huge glowing hand reaching towards me, I reached up and grabbed it as I was screaming, my dad came into the room and saw me grasping something in the air, and within a heartbeat of my dad entering my room. It all went away.

I became very sworn to having faith and believing in something, even if I cannot or had not ever seen it, cause there is something a lot stronger than us out there somewhere, and that night proved it to me.

I listened to my mom more about true Evil and Goodness.. she is/was Full blooded American Indian and I learned and paid attention more to her after that. yeah, a weirdness I do believe.

When I had paranormal experiences, scary ones, like bed shaking, whispers in the night, shadows in the mirror...I felt scared! and aware of the paranormal.

highly sensitive to spirits?

some are more sensitive to spirits, feelings, and many other things. I consider myself a sensitive and some say empath, so it is what it is.

I think that many have had thier share of Spiritual Weirdness, yet many will not ever speak of it cause our society grant it may have evovled alot, yet, not that much really.

just my opinion.

Hi Minx,

I don't know if this is what you are looking for but since an early age I've been aware of 'forces' that most of us can't see such as spirts, energy and this has affected me in regards to the fact that I know that there is something beyond this plane of existence, so i've never really been afraid of death while at the same time I'm certainly not looking for it as there is so much of life to experience.

Also lately I've been feeling more calm and focused than i have in my entire life like I am finally getting to know who I am and come to terms with it. It's a feeling I like:)

These replies are pretty much, exactly what i was after.. weirdness meaning unexplainable.

I am an empath and it drains me, although I am more picky who I give my empathy to now I have learnt how to control it.

From the age of 7 I lived in a haunted house until adulthood when I joined the service. The house was ripe with activity, apparitions, lights turning off and on, foot steps doors opening and closing, unexplainable hot and cold spots, disembodied voices,ect. my mother was terminally ill and we were to broke to move especially after just moving there. My cousin carl and myself found an old grave in a small patch of woods behind the house as well, the grave stone was over turned and almost sunk into the ground all the way, we were looking for nightcrawlers to go fishing when we over turn the head stone and descovered what it was, the city moved the grave. To this day that old house still has activity.

Aside from occassional peripheral veiws of "shadow people" and tugs on the back of my shirt that I can't quite explain, I've had no real spiritual or paranormal experiences. This is a fasinating thread, though, and some of the stories here are very interesting.

ive had what is called sleep paralisis and can see everything but cant move or speak and it feels like someone has mad me jump but that feeling stays untill you manage to move and get up without falling back into it! its very intence and with your eyes closed it gets more intense by the second and is very hard to get out of! ive had its so bad many times to the point where i manage to move but then it pulls me back in and ive landed orqurd and coudnt move as the way i landed blocked my airwaves, also ive managed to get out of it stand up and it almost taken me again as im walking and i neally feel over! i think its some kind of spirit pinning me down! also ive seen 5 or 6 ghosts in my life time 3 when i was a child and one of them had a pure black fase green eyes and it was smilleing at me it was so evil it was like a devil if not the devil itself! another one i saw in the same house was green but see throw and looked like wat i beleved a witch would very scary at that age and the other one i saw in that houes was a womans head as white as a sheet just staring at me, i didnt feel thretend by this one but i was only 6 and remember feeling she was condemed to hell and was stranded lonely and very sad! i saw her twice on sepret acasions in the same place and remember feeling sorry for her! alot of bad was in that house and i used to see webs comeing down from the celling and ahen it was right next to my face it would dissaper and then another would start falling! and it was also in this house that i started flying in my dreems althow it took years to fly properly!