Over the past few months I have felt a change or urge. It began slowly but now it is greater than I could imagine. I feed off others' energy, so I am a psi vampire. I've always enjoyed the taste of my own blood, but the urge to feed upon the blood of others has increased.
So my question is, have any of you had this urge and what have you done about it? I discussed this with a friend of mine and he told me to take my time and think about it before I do anything. I would like the advice of others though.
I had that happen to me a while back, it really kinda sucked, i just had to take drops of my own and just deal with it...my urges madea metallic taste in my mouth and the thought was VERY powerful, but I controlled it with will power and talking to others about it. it sucked, but it eventually went away. at least for now. just hang in there get support from people. Oh, and if your wondering, i didn't need it, i just wanted it really badly.
I agree with everyone else take your time and talk to your friend it takes time to decide if things are right and make sure its what you want as well
Cyril, as a fellow psi-vamp , I can relate. The times when "blood craving" gets worse seem to be when I absorb a lot of ambient energy from a crowded area. Then, when I've absorbed a lot, sometimes I can taste blood in my mouth and I start craving it. Consider doing some research on your own energy levels before trying blood if you aren't sure you want to take the plunge.
I agree with Sacred and most here it would seem. Listen to your friend and work it out; make sure it's the right thing for you. I'm not sang...but for one person only and even then it's not this uncontrolable urge. I wish you luck in finding your true needs.
i had this urge before, i to also used to take tiny amounts of my own blood, but i supressed my urge just in case i thought it was a passing phase, which it was, yeah i still get the urge from time to time but not that often.
Being a Sang,i would suggest as our peers have suggested,take your time,and choose the path best suited for you
i also take others energy and yes i have increased my feed but i feed on the blood of birds and i dont feed well its hard not to just attack and attractive male and drain him but other then that i feel at peice
Take your time in deciding what you want to do before you actually do it. You may crave blood right now, but if you take it from someone, you may regret it later. Sang feeding is not for everyone. Plus, it can be difficult to find a donor. If you decide to go the route of blood feeding, make sure you do your homework. Find out what risks it involves, and make sure you are prepared to deal with them. Get your blood tested to make sure you are clean of any bloodborn diseases, and take care in selecting a donor. Make sure that they get blood work done as well, for your safety and thiers.
I prefer feeding off of energy for safety reasons. Blood can be filled with disease if you dont know (or the donor doesnt know) about their health.
This has happened to me before- but usually after I eat a medium rare burger- sometimes two- it passes...
Take your time and think about it.. Talk to your friend. At least you do have someone to talk to about it.
lol at the bloody steak. while i consider myself more of a psi, i wonder if my carnivoir benders of craving meat is anything like what you are going through.
take the time to decide if this is for you.
not everyone is "cut" out for that kinda change.
I have had these urges myself. I think any vamp can feed many ways but the thing I have noticed that once someone starts drinking blood they have a hard time not doing so and then you have the worry of disease and finding donors. I for one think its addicting once you start. I would only do it in a one on one situation with a committed mate that agreed and we had both had health testing to feel safe on both sides. I am an Eros more than anything else but I also take emotional energies and other types. I have always steered clear of blood drinking. I felt once I started it would be difficult to stop.
I think that we all change. I have felt the need to feed off of strong weather events and have felt a heightened awareness during moon cycles.
Take the advise of your friend for now. Time normally helps with these kinds of things. I know from experence and from having a brother who is a psi vampire like you. Be safe.
neodragon gets a prize for Bad Pun of the Day. lmao!
Anyway...you're, what, nineteen years old, Cyril? Follow these people's advice. Concentrate on your future and what makes you really happy.
Oh, and be sure to bury your friend's cars in snow every other winter. It's awesome.
Good luck.
never had such an urge....there have been temptations but never an urge or desire to do anything like that. I don't even know if I believe you can feed off energy but I can't shun it either. I don't know anyone who has done it. I'd like to know more...like how do you control it and all and what exactly do you feel what is happening? Stuff like that.
yes take your time, research & make sure its what you really want to do =]
change is not bad but take the time to find you're self befor you make the desision
Always think it through, there are to many things now to becareful of, I've a;ways liked the taste of my own. But to avtually have urges that I can't control, that hasn't happened, All you need are plenty of friends ( which can be found easily on here) and support from them. For some the urges pass, and for the few they do grow stronger. All can be helped with support. Its not a bad decision to drink from others, but it is one to truly think through.
My dear friend, u may be feeling more of yer vampire nature and yer awakening may be coming to u more urgently now.Sometimes these urges and desires are"awakened" due to the people around u or simply yer body and spirit awakening on their own.If I may be of any help to u please let me know.I send warm energies to thee my friend.
I don't actually crave blood, but I do have a tendency to bite my partner when getting personal. I don't mean a nip either, I really bite hard! It is so exciting!
I have had similar urges but can control them usually by doing something to take my mind of of it. But like Jenova I get the urge when I am in a crowd of people with a lot of energy
Being as when I changed I did have an increase for such a taste, but only for certian taste's.. You must take heed in drinking another's blood for with it comes consequences, and energy of which you may not even want to deal with..
I feel drinking another's blood is very sacred/holy if you will.. Alot is changing at this very moment for all.. So be very responsible with these certain things.
~NFA~