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Rammstein In the US!!!!15:14 Sep 29 2010
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Rammstein to visit NYC OMG I want to go. Sadly can't afford to fly out to NYC just to go see them. No doubt they would be sold out being that this is the only show they are doing in the states.
a 666 kinda day03:46 Sep 28 2010
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So, I realized this morning when I wrote my journal yesterday that i'd be waking up at 6 am 3 days in a row.
6 6 6 . oddly enough I saw some smokes priced at 6.66 cents a pack. then passed by a motel 6 which i saw their logo 3 times 6 6 6 .
Then on my profile on myouterspace.com i had a visitor say he was the 666th person to view my profile.
I swear one more I'm going to lose it.
bleh19:49 Sep 26 2010
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Starting Monday morning threw wednesday morning I will be up at 6 am 3 days in a row. bleh
Sorry.22:14 Sep 25 2010
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It feels as though I have either said things taken out of context or misconstrued lately. Namine decided to end our relationship based on what other people have told her. What was said I have no idea, I just know now that she is no longer going to be with me no matter what.
I've said a lot of things based on what I was feeling at the time and maybe that was wrong of me. To any of you that feel I have I apologize for my mistakes.
I am human, I make mistakes. I error. I am imperfect. At this very moment I feel a part of me is dead.
As a friend I'm still here for you those of you that consider me one. I fucked up a lot and said things maybe I should not have said. To those of you that feel I have done this I apologize.
There's so much stress in my life right now. Now it's been even worse lately with half the shit I have to do.
If you forgive me for my errors my mistakes message me that you're still my friend if not then your free to go on your way.
We learn from our mistakes so it's said, maybe it's time that I learned from mine. Don't forget me.
I am truly deeply sorry you can take it as you want it I know that even me saying that may have very little merit for you. All I can say is it's true. It is your choice to believe it or not.
Taste of things to come
06:15 Sep 20 2010
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So the avatar is something new and to tide you over until October 1st when a better avatar will take it's place what could it be who knows but me brahahaha. Just a taste of what I have in mind for my profile It will be glorious.
Hurricane Igor why on earth pick that name.01:34 Sep 20 2010
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Ok so is it bad that I love the name of one of the hurricanes Igor.
When I think of Igor my mind goes to this
Wonder if they will ever have a hurricane Neal.
October plans.
16:52 Sep 15 2010
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Doing something with my profile starting October 1st.
Prepare for something Halloweeny.
"cuz that's the way I roll"
Something that's on my mind.
23:16 Sep 13 2010
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It's one of those days where I ain't feeling all that well about myself. Today I asked my mom "This may come off as dumb but am I stupid when it comes to the rest of the family." My baby sister 26 now. That shocks me even more I thought she just turned 22 . Time flies. Anyways, I look back at the collection of journal entries I have written. Go over some of the conversations that I have had with others. I really seem to find my self not as smart as many people think I am.
So the reason I state this is when my sister was a bit younger it seemed like she was talking over my level of comprehension. You're talking to a man that had remedial classes in High School . Took me 16 years just to figure out what I wanted to do with my life. From when I got out of High School. Funny thing about that is that I moved to Minnesota when i was 15 years old. So Half my life that I currently am living I been searching for that one thing that I'm extremely good at.
Yet I feel because I failed 1 class that it may not be what I'm extremely good at. I can barely model as it is. I'm barely good at doing textures. My artwork doesn't get much noticed I feel like asking myself why do I bother doing it.
Time and Time again, I'm told by a lot of people that I am smart. Now my mom texted me back and just stated "You're Not Stupid!" Then "What's your question?" I answered back "That was my question, Sorry that's how I feel."
Ten bucks says she calls me. Anyone want to wager against that? Ok so she called and reminded me "That I am smart just not the way other people conceive what smart is. It's not only what is based on what you know but by what you say and do."
That's my mom for you. She stated I'm sorry you feel that way but I love you. Think she's going to have a long ass talk with me about why I am feeling such lack of intelligence. My mom has no idea I failed a class which I did a lot of in high school.
Fact is I have an 8th grade understanding of the English Language. Fact is that I only I know very little about things. HTML, 3ds max, Torque, flash, photoshop, Csharp C Plus plus .
Things I do know about worthless TV trivia that no one really cares about.
I employ you if you think I am smart what is it that I'm smart at?
"And that's the way I roll."
My baby sister had a baby.21:20 Sep 13 2010
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My baby sister had a baby appoxamently 640am on 9/13 7 lbs, 7 oz, 22 1/4 in.
Wow just wow.
"Cuz that's the way I roll"
Godzilla update 2012 will it fail my thoughts.03:37 Sep 13 2010
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Godzilla.pdf
Cuz that's the way I roll.
Happy B-day To my mom. Creator of the Fiz.21:04 Sep 12 2010
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Today Is my mom's birthday. Happy Birthday Mommie.
Happy B-day Star Trek23:08 Sep 08 2010
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Space The final frontier
Ok no not going to do that this time.
But Star Trek first Premiered on TV today.
Thank you and Ranting about my art lol
23:21 Sep 07 2010
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So Now that I have your attention. Spicing things up in the old journal. Artistic Section is getting more hits then a bdsm slave. Means people may be enjoying my artwork that I do. People have even asked me to do some mini art things for them. I'm proud to say they have displayed it. If you want to use my art, just be sure you put that I made it somewhere near it. I don't really mind if you do. Also you must have a space for it I ain't hosting it longer then two weeks. So that I can put even more stuff in.
Now for the better stuff I actually going to put myself out and say you want something done to a base image i'll see what I can do for you. All I expect for now is the credit. Depending on how time consuming the project is. I eventually want to sell my stuff for a nominal fee.
I do appreciate all you guys reading my journal just wish you would comment on something as you passed by. Right now only 2 images are up in my artistic section. As previously stated I do delete the images from my file storage. I need that space and as much as I can get. I feel if you haven't read my journal in 2 weeks time then you probably won't be.
People that do come here get to experience a different side of me that can't be done any other way then in a journal entry. Remember when I said things were about to get interesting. They are indeed interesting. They are continuing to flow in that generalize direction.
I'm actually hoping to work with other artist on some new ideas that may come out of an Art Jam session. "What's an Art Jam session?" Its where you jam to music and you think of cool stuff to do art to. I'm not saying my stuff's in any way shape or form good. Though I have liked pretty much everything I've done. Well that is with the exception of one thing that kept killing my art program. VENGEANCE WILL BE MINE! You will conform to your art brethren and be uberly cool. Thus says I.
Anyways, this is to say really to all you that read my journal. Thank you. A lot more to come. Even new stories soon.
Delorean (Back to the future)03:53 Sep 05 2010
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While Driving I saw this
A fully decked out Time machine including the cali plates OUTOFTIME
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COMMENTS
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DestroyingAngel
21:40 Sep 29 2010
O M G!!!
That sucks serious balls! *has a fit*
BelovedxTwilight
01:17 Oct 02 2010
NYC is like an 8hr from me and I still wouldn't be able to make the trip LoL
BloodyJack
23:50 Oct 03 2010
Wow, that's awesome - unfortunately I cannot go as well. Damn.
I'm sure many will be enjoying a kick-ass concert though.