So I don't know. Maybe it's a cultural thing. But I told her if we were to date, NO, I will not call her Mama and it's not a turn-on for her to call me Daddy or Papi. It's just creepy.
So I was in a book store that sale old VHS movies for $1 each. While making the purchase I noticed a copy of Fifty Shades of Grey. I figured I'll buy it and read it to see why so many people either love it a lot or really hate it. I mean it's on a topic I'm quite fond of.
I'm on chapter 10. So far the only negative comment I have is how much time goes into describing how good lucking Grey is. I mean, ok, ok, I get it...She finds him attractive. But come on already. Eh....whatever. Not too bad so far though.
In 2012 I took a self-imposed hiatus from getting involved in any serious relationships. This resulted in the termination of a few female friendships, but hey, what could I do but continue to be AWESOME. This year was a year of VA medical appointments for tests and documentation. I began and completed a body modification project having both arms fully tattooed. I made new friends and joined a few new social groups. Had a few visitors to Bakerland and paid a few visits to others of my own. Established and maintained a financial budget that allowed me to maintain my standard of living and continue to enjoy my life as a Full Time Man of Leisure. No work, all fun!!! I was prescribed a new medication that not only took away lower back pain allowing me to work-out free from pain which resulted in a fair amount of weight lost, but it also increased my quality of rest and reduced my desire to consume calories. So all in all the biggest impact on my life for 2012 was Improved Health. That's very important at my age while also living with an illness associated with a tour of duty in Iraq back in 2004-2005. My life continues to be AWESOME! I'm looking forward to enjoying more hobbies in 2013 and who knows, I may even find someone to enjoy them with. I'm now open to the possibility. I'm also hoping for the opportunity to do some traveling. Here's wishing that your 2013 is better than your 2012.
Find light in the beautiful sea
I choose to be happy
You and I, you and I
We’re like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
I'm getting the urge to eat out today.
Maybe I've said this before, but why do people envision when someone dies as them wearing the same clothes as they died in? Clothes are not living entities so clothes don't die along with the body. Jeesh!!!
It's time to do some Astral Traveling.... See you in your dreams. ^_^
"Do you know what you are dealing with?"
"Because you shouldn't fool around with things you don't understand"
Too late, I fool around with females all the time. ^_^
With your true name set ablaze
I inhale the smoke through my nose
Blow it out towards the moon
With my left eye
I see you clearly
With my third eye
I see your soul
House of the Dead. All I see is a brothel. ^_^
Sometimes, just sometimes, outer pain can help one escape from the inner pain that is oh so silent. So unrelenting. So unforgiving. The type of pain that shows no scars. Yet, is endured daily. If you must escape, then remember, from pain can come beauty as in the form of tattoos. From pain can come pleasure as in the form of sex. In my world, I shall show you both Beauty and Pleasure. I shall give you Pain. I will enjoy making you enjoy it!
Ahhhh...an unknown profile utilizing the block option. hehehehehe....Oh, such a limited imagination! Such power you wield young one. LMAO!
I only tell you what you and every guy on the planet already knows....You ARE Beautiful. Therefore, you will suffer beautifully. I will lick the sweat from your flesh and drink your tears. I will suck the eggs from your ovaries and have them for breakfast. ^_^
No more teasing tonight, it's time to play. Your protection spell won't help you now. Plead ignorance, beg for mercy. I will make your flesh sing a song that will make God weep.
You suffer in this life, on this plane of reality. You think you are in your own Hell and quite unreachable. I will know your flesh. I will visit your dreams.
Come to me. Let me give you the pain you desire. By helping me you will help yourself.
There is no good. There is no evil. There is only flesh. And oh how I want to explore your's my dear.
Human dreams... such fertile ground for the seeds of torment. You're so ripe, and it's harvest time. You think your nighttime world is closed to me? Your mind is so naked. A book that yearns to be read. A door that begs to be opened.
LOL! Seriously? I mean read my profile. I love to flirt and I'm a nice guy with a tendency to perv and I have somewhat of a dark and raunchy type humor. Don't take me seriously. Three things to remember, I'm looking for a female with long hair, face dimples and tattoos (I can wait), I don't do Long Distance Relationships and I'm not interested in anyone under the age of 30. Doesn't mean I think all others are NOT sexy as hell though, but they're SAFE!
I'm just saying. ^_^
Someone took you seriously? Sir, I'm as appalled as you!!!! Hana that's like somebody taking a puppy in heat seriously!
Puppies....I LOVE to play with puppies. ^_^
I'm a pup....
Hmmmm, they only hide when in heat. LOL!
Sexual Vampires: These vampires feed on the energy generated by sex, or a sex act. The sexual vampire will feed off sexual energy, and the sexual need and dependence of their victims.
- I've been known to not be willing to get out of bed and start my day without having had sex.
- My libido has always been very high.
- After sex, I mostly feel energized vice drained.
- Long periods without sex has me stuck in a state beyond horniness, I lack focus, I like drive, I feel drained, I feel like something is just not right all the time. I tend to sleep.... a lot!
- I find myself able to masturbate between 4-6 times daily with very little breaks in between.
- I feel addicted to whatever chemicals are released in the brain at the point of orgasm. I need to have that feeling daily and throughout the day.
- If my lady is around me, I'm in a constant state of need for sex.
- Porn excites me no matter how many times I've satisfied myself or having had my lady satisfy me.
- The fluids secreted by a human female is something I seem to be addicted to. I thirst for it as much as a blood vampire thirst for blood or a human thirst for water or an alcoholic thirst for their next drink.
I have no doubt that I am a Sexual Vampire....And I Thirst Now!!!
Hey you...Yeah you, the one reading this. Did I tell you how AWESOME you are? Just thought you might like to know that. I only make that known once a year so don't let it go to your head. ^_^
holy hell i didn't know I was awesome, thanks for pointing that out!...well now it's gone so it can't go to my head..damn that didn't last long..lol
Well I know who's more awesum...that's YOU~giant smiles~
Awww...thanks sexy one. ^_^
Attention Ladies. Did you like Michael Jackson? If so, I am offering to teach you his famous crotch grabbing technique. Yes, I will teach you how to grab your own crotch. This will be a hands on period of instructions and completely free of charge. There will be a small waiver to sign for legal purpose. ^_^
I'll be the first to sign up! lol
Well with you, you'll get the Extended course and a DVD. LOL!
..don't you like..do this
-slides a hand between legs, grips and pulls upwards-
or is it better with someone else's hand? lmao
I see you've taken the advance course. LMAO!
Man sues wife over ugly baby...
Holy shit. O_o
He can't care too much for either mother or daughter if he's suing over looks.
"I married my wife out of love, but as soon as we had our first daughter, we began having marital issues," he told the Irish Times. "Our daughter was incredibly ugly, to the point where it horrified me." - sounds like he had PND. :x
And part of the baby's looks are from his DNA too. I suppose he didn't think about that.
So true!!! I actually married one once. ^_^
Trophy wife is an expression used to refer to a wife, usually young and attractive, who is regarded as a status symbol for the husband, who is often older and wealthy.
The use of the term also usually reflects negatively on the character or personality of the husband, and has a connotation of narcissism and desire to impress others, and that the husband would not be able to attract the sexual interest of the attractive woman but for his wealth or position. It can also be used to imply that the trophy wife in question has little personal merit besides her physical attractiveness, and is sometimes synonymous with the term "gold digger."
So young and so very attractive. ^_^
Whether you are 'Normal' as defined by human standards or you fall in the category of 'Bat Shit Crazy'....if you are Female, you are still a 'Walking Miracle' to me. ;)
So I told my doctor that sometimes I forget to breathe....
So my friend had a fire in his house. So while the insurance company is covering repair work, they placed him in a rental home. However, my friend is saying the house is haunted. His family is freaking out. Too bad he lives about an hour and a half away because I would go visit and if the ghost is female, I'd invite her to ride back home with me.
lmao...and just how would you have fun with at ghost? lol
Well either she could haunt my dreams or I'll talk her into possessing some hot single babe and then come to my house for some fun! Just as long as she doesn't jump out of the woman's body before she lives my house. That would be a bit awkward. ^_^
Creepy dude.. My VR crashed just as I read the bit about the ghost! I had to sign back on again.
Whenever I watch a movie and the script calls for a character to say, "What Madness Is This"....I laugh until I cramp up. I love that phrase. I don't know why, but it's just hilarious to me.
Oh and if they say "Boobies" that makes me grin. ^_^
Attention lovely females of VR, if you have Face Dimples, Long Hair & Tattoos, visit my page so that I might in return perv yours. ^_^
I'm really bad at setting a New Year Resolution. I mean I always achieve it on 1 Jan. Maybe I should change it from being AWESOME to something else. ^_^
Wondering if I should get out of my cozy bed just to drive a few blocks away to Subway to purchase some peanut butter cookies. ~tapping fingers~
I just realized that I have an OCD. When it comes to viewing the last 10 Dark Network members to view my personal pages, I have to have all three pages (Profile, Portfolio & Journal) reflecting my own avatar. I suppose I like the picture of when a slot machine has all the same pictures when you hit the jack pot. LOL!
Ahhhh, feel much better now. My body repairs itself quite well. Luckily I fall ill rarely living alone and all. I think I'll go outside and watch the night for a bit.
Shogun Mai Tai which has White Rum, Dark Rum, Orange Juice, Pineapple Juice, Sweet & Sour and Myer's Rum Float does not mix well with 5 types of sushi....oh my poor head and stomach.
Now I could have spent Christmas alone as I have done since 2009, but I figured this year, why not socialize with the human race. So I joined a Meetup Group online and now 20 of us are going out to dinner & a movie later. So if you hate being alone, which I rather prefer most of the time, just go online and to to Meetup.com and join a group.
Where are the ghosts of Christmas Past, Present & Future? Those frightened bastards never show up around my home.
I read this story about a character whose intent was to destroy all of existence by destroying the universe. One day he finally achieved his goal. As he found himself the only being that existed, it felt to him hollow, fulfilling and empty, not to mention unnatural. Subsequently he undid the destruction of the universe.
Would it really be all that much fun to rule over....nothing? I think not.
How you do nourish me.....Go deeper into the abyss. Gain as much power and acknowledge as you can. You sustain me.
So this guy asked me if I missed being married. He said the reason he asked is that it must be hard not having on-hand pu**y 24/7.
I told him clearly he has never been married before.
He said 'no', why?
I just smiled.... :)
I had sex with a self-proclaimed lesbian who I argued the point that if she is having sex with males then that mean she's Bi-sexual.
She claimed that she didn't think she was. So I said maybe you are Bi-curious. She still claimed to be a lesbian.
After our affair ended, she continued to have sex with both sexes.
She's now engaged to a male.
Sexy lady, the things I want to do to your avatar may be illegal in most US states and many countries.
We all have good and evil inside us and we can choose which way the balance goes - George Lucas.
Tonight, sleep in darkness and please, don't cover your mirrors.
So you thought using your Left-Hand would work on me? Hahahaha, you really don't know who or what I am. You can use your entire Left-Arm for all I care. I'll see you in your dreams.
Cyberspace and Virtual Reality. A means to escape the Physical Reality (PR). For some, they now relate very little to PR. In Cyberspace and Virtual Reality they have become whomever they wish and whatever they wish. They can have whomever and whatever they desire in Cyberspace and Virtual Reality. With a rate of 1, some negative honor and the mighty block they strike with MIGHTY and AWESOME vengeance upon those they choose and they feel OMNIPOTENT and smirk with pride in their glorious work.
Bitch Please! It's the internet! Get a life!
I have a life! In my
It's supposed to be a picture of Spongebob doing the imagination thing.
LOL! I won't tell anyone! :P
Take my hand and come with me. You're not afraid of the dark, are you?
It's all or nothing so if you're going to have sex with me....Get that ASS MOVING! I eat dead fish, I don't f*ck them!
"If I owned this place and Hell, I'd rent this place out and live in Hell."
How does it feel to always be the prey? You are raised always protected by those who care and love you, but they know you will soon lose your innocence. That one day you will learn that there is a world full of predators. They will hope that they have provided you with the skills to be very cunning and to avoid the predators. Maybe one day you will refuse to be the prey and become the predator yourself. But for now, you are the prey. How does it feel?
If you are loving someone the way 'YOU' feel you should, try asking that person how 'THEY' feel you should. You might be surprise of the difference. ALWAYS love someone the way 'THEY' need you to love them. That way it is hard to ever go wrong. They've given you the answer!
As a man, I'll fight to protect my woman from being harmed. However, I would NEVER fight to keep her by my side if leaving me is what she is threatening to do just to have her way and refusing to compromise or as some kind of childish test because of her own insecurities. I hear some women say if a guy really loves you, he would fight to keep her. WTF? If a guy loves a woman, he allows her in his life and treats her well and compromise when needed. A guy may have to fight for many things in his life time. Fighting to keep the woman who claims she loves him by his side shouldn't be a fight a guy should ever have to have. That's just silly.
There are ALWAYS 2 sides to every story. Remember that. Always assumimg before anyone gets the total picture is a mistake many make in life.
Huh? Ummm, ok. This post was random and not meant for anyone. But, thanks for your thoughts.
I was 'pushed' by a woman like that a year ago ... will never be that foolish again ... if you love someone you can't constantly keep proving the fact and in the end they push too far and don't get the response they crave ... at some point they have to believe , relax & enjoy ... I hope the current light of my life will realise that my feelings are true because I can't make her.
Ahhhh. Well my thoughts are that if you love someone, I agree you shouldn't have to constantly 'prove' it, but you do have to constantly 'SHOW' it. However, the trick is finding out in what way(s) would they consider you 'showing' that you do. The BIG mistake is figuring that the way you feel is 'showing' that you love someone may not be the way that makes them feel loved. It's NEVER how 'YOU' feel you need to 'show' it, it's ALWAYS how 'THEY' need you to show it. Find that out and then just DO It...ALWAYS!
What many fail to understand is that there will always be Evil. As long as Good exists, Evil too MUST exists. For one can never exists without the other. Because the one defines the other.
Getting some ink work done today. Just some finishing touches and a little modification done to one...Awesome!
So last night I ate a bagel. Once side had regular creme cheese and the other side had strawberry creme cheese. I also had crab legs with butter, green grapes and jalapeno cheese squares. I washed it all down with some SunnyD. I was puking up about 3 hours later.
Are you pregnant???
No. The test came back negative. :p
That just SOUNDS gross.... ugh!!! *shudders*
Almost as bad as Justin Beiber..... almost.... Definitely worse than Twilight, though. :P
I was just thinking that I'd puke from that combo myself!
I will marry the first woman that shows up to my door and displays for me her Eye of Horus and Ankh tattoos who's also a sub... :)
Update: Because of the new tattoos I got today, there wasn't enough time to put some white ink in on the right arm tribal marks so that will have to be done next week along with some touch up work on the left arm lion. However, I've decided to delay the Indefinite Hiatus until after two more tattoos. One on each inner calf. LOL!
Well today after some ink work, I will take an Indefinite Hiatus from going through any additional body modification (i.e., tattoos). It started in 2008 by keeping a promise and my first piece was a chest piece of an angel with a sword representing warfare on a number of levels in my life. I LOVE symbolism and how others interpret them are of no concern of mine. I have Angels, Animals, King & Queen, Warriors, Crowns (some with both Officer & Enlisted USMC Rank Insignias), USMC Eagle, Globe & Anchor, Roses, A Diamond, A Lock, Planets, Phoenix Birds, A Dragon, A Sword, A Vampire Ankh, Eyes of Horus (No I'm not Polytheistic-look it up), Life Style Symbols, Tribal Marks (I belong to the tribe of AWESOME!) and the last will be a surprise!!!! hehehehe
Oooo....nice:) not unfaithfulness if its wanted:)
Well if it is in secret by one partner and he or she is surprise to find out what has been going on...that's where the unfaithfulness comes into play. Now if it is later welcomed...Party On!
Tru dat...but I'm all for it from the get go..can't ever have too much pussy:P
And that's why you are AWESOME!!! :D
"A Submissive Wife Is An Oxymoron" ~ Unknown
So I took an online quiz to see what type of Kinkster I am and the findings were that I am a D/s Lifestyler. That I have a need to control. That I enjoy the power exchange to such a degree that I live it 24/7. That this isn't a bedroom game -- it's my life. That I enjoy being called "Sir".
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