I don't normally pre-pay for something that is not in a store unless it is a special order, however, I figured that since the item was in their other store just a few cities over that it will be no big deal. 5 days later and still no item. I called the store I paid at to inquire about getting a full refund and was told their policy is no cash refund, but they do give store credit. I said ok, I'll take that. I go to the store, placed some items beyond the cost of the item I pre-paid for and went to check out. I was then told that since the item could be in the owner's car in which she will be in on Monday that store credit could not be given until Monday. WTF? Monday will not be a good day for that store if this isn't resolved.
That sounds rather shady. :(
I know right?!? It was a $22 item that they called to confirm that it was at the other store. I'm thinking it really wasn't and they placed it on order hoping it would be delivered in time and if not they would just string me alone until it comes in.
Him: You should leave. You refuse to show any signs of passion for me.
Her: But I love you all I can. I can't love you any other way.
Him: Loving me all you can isn't enough.
Her: I can only love you the way I know how.
Him. You can chose to love me the way I have explained to you. So you know another way. So either you're refusing to do so or you truly don't have the ability to do so. Either way, you don't have what I need. I deserve someone who will love me the way I need to be love. If I was hungry and all you had to give was drink, the fact remains that you wouldn't have what I needed.
Her: I've never felt passion for anyone one before. That's just me. That's just who I am and how I am.
Him: I think once you realized what was in my heart, you knew you could never love me.
Her: What? What do you mean? What was in your heart?
Him: You! You were in my heart. A person who doesn't or can't truly love themselves can never truly love someone else.....even when all that person wants to do is love them the way they need to be loved.
Goodness..I feel sorry for them both but more so for the girl. If she is just not capable of loving like he needs but she truly loves him. Then should he really leave her or should he just accept what she can give and love her for that?
I too feel sorry for them both. However, I don't think he's telling her she's a bad person, but just being honest with her that she can't meet his needs. For example, how long will she continue to give him something to drink when he's slowly dying of hunger? No matter how well meaning a person is, if you can't meet the needs of another, it won't last.
Maybe the guy can be an asshole sometimes and is not very understanding. Maybe she wants to give him what he needs but he can be intimidating. Wait...what were we talking about?
Hmmm, possibly....but why would she be in love with an asshole? So I seriously doubt that he is. However, if he is an asshole and she still loves him, she has more issues than not being able to show him any signs of passion one would think. Self-Respect comes to mind.
Never choose to remain PASSIONATELY In Love with someone who is found not able to be PASSIONATELY In Love with you...
People are going to want to be with you for their own reasons. Either you accept that or not. It's neither good or bad really. If they want to be with you for your money and you are willing to allow them to be, just remember that when the money is gone, so will they be. If they are with you for sex and you stop giving them sex, they will leave. If they are with you for your looks, well you are blessed to have that power of attraction, but looks don't last forever and neither will their attraction to you. If they are with you to start a family and later find out that they can't have kids, they'll leave to be with someone who they rather spend the rest of their days with who they consider more of a friend or to just be single. However, if they are with you for what's in your heart, then don't worry about them ever leaving because by the time they do, you won't be around to care. You will no longer be among the living.
Although I respect your belief of an eternal place of milk and honey or an eternal fiery lake floating in space or something, my belief is a spirit soaring among the stars if good enough or being reincarnated into something else to try it again if very bad. But hey, if I'm wrong...Eh...Whateva! I'll enjoy life while it last without fear that ever wrong choice I make is sending me straight to a place where the majority will end up anyway unless I say some magic words. LOL!
I'm sure you've never met anyone like me, but if you have and she's female with face dimples, long hair and tattoos, please give her my website address. I would love to meet her. ^_^
My God is the God of Awesomeness and he blesses me every day. ^_^
This life that I'm living isn't perfect, but it's so close to being so it's AWESOME!!! I may not be rich, but I'm VERY HAPPY. Could I be happier, sure...But all in due time and with the right person as eclectic, eccentric and AWESOME as I am. I DON'T DO DRAMA! Never Have. Never Will! ^_^
Holidays With Pagan Origins
New Year's Day
Days of the week:
The First Day: Sunday was named after the Sun god.
The second Day: Monday was named after the moon goddess.
The Third Day: Tuesday was named after the god Tyr.
The Fourth Day: Wednesday was named after the god Odin.
The Fifth Day: Thursday was named after the god Thor.
The Sixth Day: Friday was named after the goddess Frigga.
The Seventh Day: Saturday was named after the god Saturn.
The bottom line is, with time, a certain religion will find a way to demonize EVERYTHING!
Take any symbol, turn it upside down and it represents who??? Satan of course. LMAO!!!
Changing your beliefs on anything that you've been taught since a child to believe is scary to some and feels like freedom to others.
I accept my Dark Side as much as my Light Side. Balanced is what I strive to be. Never fully dark or light, but at times one or the other as the situation calls for it.
In the theory and practice of Yin & Yang, the two energies should be balanced. Dark & Light. Hard & Soft. Loud & Quiet. The circle is not all white or all black. We have as much light as dark, and hopefully not too much of either one.
No one has to be beaming sunshine 24-7, or denying themselves harmless guilty pleasures, random socializing, or the ability to make a few mistakes or bad choices… Being “dark” is not a goal, but accepting that dark is a part of life (a part you don’t need to drown in, but you can acknowledge it), is a part of being balanced.
Pagan - One who has little or no religion and who delights in sensual pleasures and material goods : a hedonistic person.
Hedonist - One who pursues or has a devotion to pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses.
Warlock - A man who practises magic.
Sexual Vampyre - These vampires feed on the energy generated by sex, or a sex act. The sexual vampire will feed off sexual energy, and the sexual need and dependence of their victims. Sexual vampyres are vampyres who feed on the life-force energies generated from having sex, especially the excess energies generated at the moment of orgasm. They can do so psychically and/or from bodily fluids.
Some of you just need a hug. ((Hug))
...from a boa constrictor... as some would say.
And what? Around the neck? LOL!
(Hugs....Gropes....Smiles back)) hahaha
Do you ever plan to resale?
Never!!!!! This is my retirement home.
I kinda' like it...especially the Egyptian stuff!
My home matches my personality. ^_^
Quirky n crazy.
And Awesome!!! ^_^
My mom used to raid the donation stations after hours, that's how we furnished our first house in California (By the way leaving donations after hours is illegal in California anyway.)
Will save up for a Big Screen to fit in the new cabinet.
Today was a wash. Nothing got completed. There is this thing that I tried to get into my house and only got as far as the bottom of the stairs. That's BEFORE first attempting to go through the garage and the mud room and down the short hallway, but it was too big to navigate into the Living Room. Going through the front door was a no starter. So then I had to back track out of the house, through the garage and navigate via the side of the house, onto the pool decking and then through the back glass doors and then stopped at the bottom of the stairs. There is NO way I'm getting that thing up the stairs alone. I'm AWESOME, but not a God. I called for help so a buddy of mine will be here tomorrow to assist me. Even with two men it will be a workout getting it upstairs. I had to remove parts off the thing, slightly damaged it, got it a bit dirty, and had things come undone. smh....But good news is that I got the four skulls I ordered today. ^_^
Today has been AWESOME. As a Collector, my Collector's Budget was depleted for the month. As a Collector, I dipped into my Grocery Budget today. I mean, who needs to eat right? LOL! You won't believe what I got at the Salvation Army and the cost will just blow your mind. It was half off everything today. I'll take pictures later.
It's time for this Introvert to recharge....I can feel myself slipping from 'AWESOME' to just 'Unbelievably Amazing'. :/
Purchased some cool skulls from Designtoscano.com and an Ankh altar cloth from MysticWays and everything is due in this coming Tuesday. Sweet!! ^_^
This is the one day that Superman stays inside. LOL!
I plan to be my family's first open Warlock. Yes, I will practice Ancient Egyptian Magic. Now this goes against my family's Christian belief. However, I don't really care.
I thought eBay was very cheap, but found that amazon can be just as cheap or even cheaper for some items and shopping directly from stores' online website is even more cheaper. You must shop around for the best price. Even eBay can have listed the same item from the same person multiple times, but with different prices. I saw something listed being sold on eBay by someone listing the item for $175.00 and on the store's website it was only $95.00. LOL! That's how people are making their profit. Buy something at low cost then list it on eBay for double or triple the amount in some cases.
Silly me for not taking my Gout Prevention meds like I should. I figured...ehhh, no flare ups in over a year. Messed around and ate more bacon than I should have and now I'm paying dearly for it. I want to cut my left foot off, but that would just cause more pain. No position helps. Soaking in very warm water provides temporary relief. The pain intensified and stayed steady from 2 am to 6 am. Gout, I hate you with a passion.
So I've been called a Pagan which is one who has little or no religion and who delights in sensual pleasures and material goods : an irreligious or hedonistic person. Guilty! But I do respect your beliefs.
Talking to no one specifically.
Why are people continuing to write "A Women" when speaking only of themselves? As in "I'm a women that knows how to love."
The word "Women" is plural and should not ALWAYS follow the letter "A" unless you are talking about ownership such as "A Women's Group".
I know I might not be the best at it, but did English Grammar change and I don't know about it?
So when I was growing up, I often visited the world of fantasy to escape from reality. I became a pro at it. It has served me well over the years. Now I find myself very blessed to be able to live in my fantasy world 24/7 if I choose and most of the time without even leaving my house. A few times I think I must have been a Warlock because when I came back to reality, I found myself married to a Witch...LMAO!!
I ♥ My Life.
So Urban Ink Magazine asked it's FB fans "Have you ever had a Tattoo Covered Up?"
I commented by with Yes...The infamous Ex's name. I had it tattooed very small to begin with. I mean when I told her I was going to do it and she was like 'Why?', 'Don't Do It', 'You're Crazy'...well I would say that's a sign that's something is up. LOL!
Sometimes when you interact with those who work in the Customer Service field, you encounter a very nasty attitude. You have a two choice. You can return it and then report them or you can understand that they may have endured rude people taking their frustration out on them all day as if they did them wrong personally and go out of your way to be nice. I try the latter. I find when I'm nice to them, they go above and beyond to assist me with my issues. Try it sometimes. Not everyone is an ASS just because that day ended in a 'Y'.
I stayed awake to catch up with my future self. When I caught up with myself, I told myself that if I thought I was AWESOME in the past, look at me now. ^_^
Some people forget they are part of a couple. It becomes 'Me' vs 'Him/Her'. It becomes 'I', 'Me', 'My' instead of 'Us', 'We', 'Our'. So that's when what must be said is.....'You', 'Go', 'Bye', 'Now!!!'
The night is slowly moving towards me and I will not deny my love's embrace. All I can think of is her smell, her light breeze over my body, she pulsates, she howls, she moves with the beating rhythms of pure lust. She's warm, yet cool and moist. How I love the night. She has my heart for life. Her eyes can be so bright at times they're blinding. At times and without reason she can be so still, so quiet that all I hear is my own heart beating for her. She's a faithful lover. She comes to embrace me and love me over and over again without fail. I enjoy the pleasures she provides until I drift off to sleep laying wrapped in her love. When the morning comes, she's gone, but she will return to me. She always return to me. And she will slowly move towards me and I will not deny my love's embrace.
I've heard from people who could be 'Stay At Home' or simply 'Fully Retired' types who say how they couldn't just NOT work. The biggest reason is the 'FEAR' of boredom.
I've read enough posts to know that people with full-time employment experience boredom from time to time. However, boredom is mostly just a state of mind. If you get bored, that's by CHOICE. As long as a person has at least one HOBBY that can be enjoyed in or around their home, boredom should not creep in. I think what happens is they get tired of doing stuff and they erroneously label that state as boredom.
Being able to cover my current living expenses which provides for me shelter, transportation, food, clothing and some entertainment is a blessing, however, it would be great to meet someone in the same situation with no child/children still living at home. If we became a couple, with just passports, the world could be our playground.
If she still chose to work, it could be part-time, it could be a home business, but I doubt I'll meet a woman who wouldn't resent having to get up daily to go to work while her hubby chilled daily unless she really LOVED what she did. Sure, I'd make sure she came home to a clean place and have dinner ready, but believe me, my day would mostly be about chillin and enjoying my hobbies. ^_^
I just found very young pictures of me on my computer. LOL!
One very young and then the others are my four years of High School. I forgot pictures where taken each year for the year book.
Everyone knows SEX sells. It is also a known fact that males are the major consumers. It is also known that males are the major exploiters of females. It is also culturally programmed in us that females are the ultimate objects of desire. But what does it mean when a female exploits herself? Simple, SEX sells.
So anyway, this one girl on a social site has placed a link to a 'Wish List' on amazon. If people buy kinky products for her, she then posts pictures with the stuff or wearing the stuff for their pleasure. Now that's an Opportunist.
Some person on a power trip has tricked many people into believing that they should NEED someone to feel that they love them and that that person should feel that they NEED them too. WTF?
I disagree. I want a COMPLETE person to begin with. Then allow my being with them to ENHANCE their life. Not COMPLETE them.
It has been written that a relationship may be a crucial part of your life and your future, but you by yourself should have everything necessary to survive and thrive.
The fact is not all relationships last a life time. If you NEED someone, when they leave or die, then what you are saying is you will fall apart and kill yourself because you just couldn't go on. Wow! Really? The same goes for the person that NEEDs you.
I would NEVER want someone who didn't love me or love me anymore to be around just because they NEEDED me. No, I would want them to leave me and go carry on with their own life.
Nahh, I would rather be WANTED.
Reminder ladies...2013 is a No Bra year.
It's for a good cause. ^_^
Damn! I need more popcorn for this.