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Bob Ross

18:06 Jun 30 2011
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I love watching this damn show. Here's a couple of quotes from today's show.



"He's kinda crooked. There. Yeah, he's a crooked tree, we'll send him to Washington."



"You don't want any green in your snow. The only thing worse than yellow snow, is green snow."



"We don't make any mistakes in painting, we have happy accidents."






I wonder if oil paints and odorless paint thinner are safe to use when pregnant. It's been a long time since I've painted anything. =(

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MooniePie
MooniePie
18:08 Jun 30 2011

A happy accident sounds like something you have after a happy ending massage .





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
18:53 Jun 30 2011

Hahaha!



Now go clean the sticky out of your happy little eye!





 

11:16 Jun 30 2011
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Well the doc said I could take benadryl and it would help, and that I could take claritin and it would help. She gave me a prescription for an antibiotic, but told me only to use it if absolutely necessary. She also said I could use my albuterol inhaler if I get desperate.



I took one benadryl before bed, and it didn't help at all. Considering everything I take 'may' be harmful for the baby, I'll just deal with this shit until it goes away. Even if it does take a couple more weeks.



Today I coughed myself awake several times. One of which I continued coughing hard enough that I got up and threw up. It'd be nice of this shit would go away soon.







As crappy as I feel, I can't complain. My friend who lost the baby last week, had to put her dog down this week. =( I feel so bad for her. I wish I could go spend some time with her. I would be super depressed if I were her. I miss that bizzle.

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Sulks
Sulks
11:22 Jun 30 2011

poor you! if you can stomach it, chicken soup is really good for congestion. There's something magical in chicken bones that clears a grotty chest. Hope you feel better soon.





PAGAN
PAGAN
13:34 Jun 30 2011

sounds horrible PD hope you get better soon. Plenty of liquid is good :(





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
15:17 Jun 30 2011

Steam bath for your head? *hugs* Get better dang it.





 

19:26 Jun 28 2011
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I'm giving up and going to the doctor in the morning. The shit in my chest is now infected. Yaay.



=/

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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
21:06 Jun 28 2011

Good- I have been worried about you being so sick.





CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
00:41 Jun 29 2011

No shit. You take care of yourself and the gremlin. Hope you feel better soon.





 

16:00 Jun 28 2011
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Back when I lived in the desert, and I used to get bronchitis often, I picked up a neat trick. I learned how to sleep with a cough drop in my mouth. My mom and sister swear that I'll choke to death in my sleep on a cough drop one day. They may very well be right, but in the meantime, it helps me keep from waking up all of the time coughing.

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04:55 Jun 28 2011
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I have tissues, cough drops, water, orange juice, and vicks vapor rub to combat the sickness.



Somehow I don't think it'll be enough.

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Requiem
Requiem
05:07 Jun 28 2011

I hope it will. :(





 

16:31 Jun 27 2011
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I called the dr and left a message to see if there is anything I could, or should take for being sick. The congestion is getting worse, and I'm now coughing shit up out of my lungs. On top of all of the other craptacular symptoms I have too. Joy. I'll probably pass out before they get around to calling me back. I hope they leave a message.

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atyourwindow
atyourwindow
16:35 Jun 27 2011

it's the emergency room time, that does not sound good at all....please go and get looked at :(





NocturnalMistress
NocturnalMistress
16:43 Jun 27 2011

:(



I hope you begin to feel better, PD.



If they don't call you back, it might be a better choice to go get looked at either by a walk in clinic or an ER department. There is a lot of things you can't take, but if it's more of an infection rather than a cold, it is better to be put on antibiotics then let it brew into something worse.



I'll keep you and Blue in my thoughts, darling.





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
19:44 Jun 27 2011

Hope you get better. :(





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
21:35 Jun 27 2011

It's fine guys. There's not an infection because the mucus is still clear. I get to suffer until it clear up or turns into an infection.





 

I feel very undesirable today.

03:44 Jun 27 2011
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Yay.



=/

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MooniePie
MooniePie
03:49 Jun 27 2011





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
16:34 Jun 27 2011

Never!





 

16:06 Jun 25 2011
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I had pizza for dinner last night, it didn't stay down. I had ice cream thinking it wasn't as solid, so it might not be as bad. Wrong, it didn't stay down either. It's not morning sickness, it's some kind of stomach funk. I have other symptoms too.



I haven't horked for about eight hours. I may brave some toast. I'm sure the gremlin needs me to eat something. After toast, I'm crawling back in bed where I have 60 oz of oj, 32 oz of powerade, and a liter of water waiting for me.

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Abstract
Abstract
17:44 Jun 25 2011

Try some bananas as well. They stay down pretty well when you have been tossing cookies. Or apple sauce. Whichever lol





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
00:58 Jun 26 2011

Try some magnum ice cream bars :)





 

10:42 Jun 25 2011
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hot, cold, hot, cold, hot, cold...



Being sick sucks!

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Quote of the night:

09:33 Jun 24 2011
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"If you're not sure you're sticking it in the right hole, don't do it!"



Hahahaha that's some good advice!

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Mystic
Mystic
10:05 Jun 24 2011

That was awesome PD !





 

wipeout is on

02:15 Jun 24 2011
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Nerds vs hotties.



Hahaha I love this freaking show.

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he's so cute when he wants to be

02:10 Jun 24 2011
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00:20 Jun 24 2011
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Damnit.



I think WC shared his sickie germs.

I'm not allowed to take any medicine. =(

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Deity
Deity
00:40 Jun 24 2011

Feel better, beautiful. ♥





 

04:41 Jun 23 2011
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Cupcakes



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Banana Nut Bread

The loaf on the left is blueberry banana nut bread.

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I don't think I'm done either. I've been thinking about baking peanut butter cookies, mexican wedding cookies, and snicker doodles. I've also been thinking about making a blueberry cake, and a cheesecake.



=/



I don't really want to eat any of it either. Well except the banana bread.



I hope this is out of my system soon.

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Deity
Deity
05:05 Jun 23 2011

Don't make me drive over there, woman. :p





Bones
Bones
05:10 Jun 23 2011

WC must be in heaven.





Requiem
Requiem
11:23 Jun 23 2011

o.o ...





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
13:56 Jun 23 2011

So if I send you one of those pre paid shipping boxes from the post office.. how many cupcakes and bread loafs do you think you can send me? *licks lips*



;)





LadyPolaris
LadyPolaris
01:03 Jun 24 2011

nice knife.





Mystic
Mystic
09:45 Jun 24 2011

Mmmm.... Banana Bread with the special Butter ?





PAGAN
PAGAN
18:00 Jun 24 2011

O.M.G. where do you live I need to eat cake!





 

Mmmmmm

00:53 Jun 23 2011
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Fresh baked banana nut bread.



Yum!

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Bones
Bones
01:17 Jun 23 2011

Tease! ;p





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
02:23 Jun 23 2011

Me?



Never!



;p





 

23:05 Jun 22 2011
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Damn. I need more stoneware loaf pans.



If I had four more, I could make half a dozen loaves of bread at a time. =/



Instead of the two at a time I'm stuck making now. Damn.

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PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
23:24 Jun 22 2011

http://www.target.com/gp/detail.html/184-6524775-2751137?asin=B003JTYFXW&AFID=Froogle_df&LNM=|B003JTYFXW&CPNG=kitchen&ci_src=14110944&ci_sku=B003JTYFXW&ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001



This is a possibility. =)





 

I feel very lost.

16:17 Jun 22 2011
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I'm not having a very good day.



The one thing I need right now, will never come.

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Sulks
Sulks
16:39 Jun 22 2011

:(






LadyKrystalynDarkstar
LadyKrystalynDarkstar
17:07 Jun 22 2011

*hugs*





MooniePie
MooniePie
18:21 Jun 22 2011

♥ ♥ ♥













Mystic
Mystic
18:56 Jun 22 2011

I'm sorry your not having a very good day. Hugs





Deity
Deity
23:06 Jun 22 2011

XoXo





Tons of fucking hugs for you, my friend.





 

Is this a pregnancy thing o.0?

07:09 Jun 22 2011
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Coleslaw at midnight.

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LadyKrystalynDarkstar
LadyKrystalynDarkstar
17:07 Jun 22 2011

Yes. It is. Very much so.

Sauerkraut and cheese for breakfast was my thing. O.o





 

so so heartbreaking =(

01:51 Jun 22 2011
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I texted my best friend to see how her doctors visit went yesterday. I wasn't expecting the reply I got, but I can't say I'm completely surprised either.



Her baby died in utero. She had to deliver her stillborn baby last night. This is the fourth baby she's lost. I feel so bad for her. =( I wish I could help her.



Sad sad day.

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Whimsical
Whimsical
02:31 Jun 22 2011

:(



I am so sorry.





NocturnalMistress
NocturnalMistress
02:44 Jun 22 2011

:(



I am so sorry. I can't imagine what she must be going through. I'll keep her in my prayers and thoughts.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
03:16 Jun 22 2011

That's horrible :(





 

07:40 Jun 21 2011
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I crave things that seem so far beyond my reach they're nearly impossible to obtain.



Are we resigned to our fate, or do we change our destiny?

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Lullaby
Lullaby
07:41 Jun 21 2011

We make our fate by changing our destiny.





Sulks
Sulks
09:29 Jun 21 2011

I think we need to strive for what we want out of life I don't think destiny just happens.





Deity
Deity
17:44 Jun 21 2011

Our life is what we make of it. ♥





 

Quote of the day/night:

07:04 Jun 21 2011
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"I scratched 43 balls today."



O_o

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15:52 Jun 20 2011
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Celebrate Independence Day on the slopes this year. Arapaho Basin here in Colorado is open for skiing 4th of July weekend.



Isn't that something.

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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
15:58 Jun 20 2011

--.-- Really not liking you right now.











;) J/K





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
23:47 Jun 20 2011

Well that is an interesting idea, you can get frost bite and sun burn at the same time =}





 

08:21 Jun 18 2011
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I don't like when people call me from their hotel rooms and ask how much the dirty movies cost. =/



Look yourself pervert. I have no idea how much your spankfest will cost you.

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05:00 Jun 16 2011
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Here's some TMI for you.



So I went to the doctor today, and had that first exam. While I'm happy to report no one crammed their hand in my vagina, I was still thoroughly tortured.



The waiting in the waiting room was hell. I sat there shaking slightly from nerves. (Have I mentioned that my nerves are shot from repeated high levels of stress?) Pee in a cup? Sure lady.. I'm getting used to peeing in cups at this point. Then we get to the ultrasound room, where I'm greeted with stirrups. The ultrasound tech must have seen me eyeing them because she said 'okay, so we're doing a vaginal ultrasound today'. At which point my eyes must have gotten huge, because she said 'oh, no one told you?'. 'No.. noone told me', I tell her. She tossed her hands up in the air and cheerily announced 'SURPRISE', yeah.. thanks.



Stirrups.. yay stirrups. =/ At least at this point in my life I've got the routine down, and no longer have to be told to scoot my ass down further. Then she comes at me with this thing O.O

I'm sure my mind exaggerated it, but to me it looked like a 2 foot dildo. Wtf? Luckily it was skinny, and not meant to be fully inserted. It didn't hurt much unit she cranked it to the side to look at my ovaries. That sucked. Let me batter your insides with a shrunken police baton lady.



The baby.. looks like a dot. With a little flashing light for a heart. Kind of like ET. Lol. I think the lady wanted me to be more impressed. I told her all I see is a dot. She made me a pic of the dot, and she said that it's pretty small for how far along they thought I was supposed to be. She said the heart rate is slower for how old they thought it was. It turns out they're pushing back my due date a week or two. Baby is now supposed to spawn in February.



Then I got the talk. What not to eat, what not to do, absolutely no cleaning litter boxes (sorry WC), testing for genetic problems, testing for complications, how much weight I'm allowed to gain, my hormones, emotions, depression, warning signs, cravings, morning sickness... etc.



After all of that it was fun time in the stirrups again. Apparently they don't like you to skip a few years between female exams. I loathe speculums. More than I loathe having a sample scraped from my insides. =/ Hours later I still feel the discomfort from that exam.



Finally it was time for the blood draw. I have my mother's shitty veins. I told the lady if she couldn't get it out of my arm to just pull it from my hand. Did she listen? Hell no. The first time she stuck me, she got minimal blood flow that dried up fast. What does she do? Wiggle the fuckin needle around. Wtf lady. And then, when she's ripping the tourniquet out it got wrapped in the needle, ripping it from my arm and sending it flying across the room. At this point I was laughing. Then she tried my other arm, and she grabbed a needle that was about 2 inches long, and had it lodged halfway in my arm before I objected to the pain. She then goes to get another lady, who attempted to stab at the same arm that got mutilated first. Finally they gave up. Without even attempting to draw from my hand like I suggested to both of them. I get to go to a lab tomorrow, and hopefully have someone who knows what they're doing get the blood they were looking for.



Did I mention I get to go back in a couple of weeks and get tortured again?



Joy.

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Mystic
Mystic
05:18 Jun 16 2011

I saw we should have a pool on what day the gremlin is to be born ---- I am going with Valentines day, the ole man says feb 3rd.



Welcome to Motherhood - lots of torture up until the birth and then... well the first look into the Lil gremlins eyes and your heart just melts.





PAGAN
PAGAN
15:15 Jun 16 2011

LOL I better not tell you it only gets worse as far as doctor appointments go...you will soon get to the stage when you assume the 'position' (skirts up, legs wide, butt in the air...) for any and every doctor you see, even when they only want to weigh you. haha.



Seriously though, enjoy it. its a pretty cool time if you are well throughout.





 

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04:49 Jun 15 2011
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22:45 Jun 14 2011
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I woke up to pee, which is annoying in itself. My brain starts thinking about corn. Cooooorn... coooooorn. And I can't go back to sleep. Damnit. Now that I've cooked and ate some corn, and consumed a banana as well. I'm going back to sleep.



I distracted the double trouble with milk, so I could steal my thundercat and take him to the bedroom. Maybe he'll nap with me. =)

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21:36 Jun 14 2011
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It's funny how quickly our worlds can change. I can't even tell you at this point what my fears were two months ago. Right now the only thing I'm worried about is if they'll find a heartbeat, or if something will be wrong with the gremlin.



People ask me if I'm excited, but the truth is I'm kind of detached. This still doesn't feel completely real. It also doesn't help that between 4 of my closest friends, there have been 6 babies that have died in utero. Only one of those was a miscarriage at 2 months, the rest of them died between 6-8 1/2 months. It really destroys a person to have to go through that. My mom seems to think everything will be ok, because pregnancy and labor was a cakewalk for her. I told her that I'm concerned anyway, given everything I've seen, but I'll deal with things as they come.

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MooniePie
MooniePie
21:41 Jun 14 2011

The only thing you can do is take it one step at a time. I know this is such a cliche term, but I've found it to be truthful more times than not.



Everything happens for a reason.



It's really true. Just take things one step at a time. ♥





Deity
Deity
00:43 Jun 15 2011

I completely understand as I remember feeling the exact same way.



I found that taking life one day at a time really helped remedy the severe anxiety that can sometimes overshadow any excitement.



Life is what you make it. I say you allow yourself the opportunity to enjoy these moments with the precious blueberry. These will be the times you will look back at when you finally hold the beautiful bundle, wishing you would have treasured these moments where you can snuggle your belly tenderly and smile hopefully. ♥





 

09:09 Jun 14 2011
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The company I work for is big on diversity. They encourage this by having us celebrate different cultures throughout the year. My coworker who transferred in from a smaller franchised property was telling me about his old properties celebration in February. Being black history month they were celebrating, you guessed it, african american culture.



How did they celebrate you ask?



By serving fried chicken in the cafeteria, and playing a rousing game of soul train. *facepalm*



He says they also played some black history program looped on the tv's in the cafeteria.

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Seeker2112
Seeker2112
17:06 Jun 14 2011

Why come they aint serve up no watermelon or kool-aid?



Everybody say Ho-tel, Mo-tel, Holiday Innnnnnnnnnnnn



Holla ;)





Isis101
Isis101
19:58 Jun 14 2011

Oh Jesus...I'm actually at a loss as to what to say about this...it's funny and sad, really.





 

12:31 Jun 12 2011
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Work again.



Boo mornings! :p

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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
16:48 Jun 12 2011

Aww. Well I hope you get home and can relax hugs.





 

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04:33 Jun 12 2011
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I'm drained.

Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.



I have nothing left to give today.



Yet today, I managed to not cry.



Mostly because I wouldn't allow myself to.

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Mystic
Mystic
05:08 Jun 12 2011

Hugs - you know we are all just a phone call or a text away.





atyourwindow
atyourwindow
06:29 Jun 12 2011

Yeah, i wanna talk to ya 2, been a while *hugs*





Lullaby
Lullaby
06:56 Jun 12 2011

At least you didn't cry. Control. ♥





 

12:44 Jun 11 2011
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Mornings officially suck. This 5am shit is for the birds, literally. The only thing worse than having to work mornings? Being forced to do it without coffee.



I'd better not have to deal with any bitchy people for a few hours. It's going to take that long for my 'give a shit' to wake up.



Blah.. shower time.

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Requiem
Requiem
17:42 Jun 11 2011

That's my world. At least, however, I can do it with coffee. ::pat pat soothe::





 

04:28 Jun 11 2011
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My best friend is having a baby. She's due in October. She just found out it's a boy. What's the name, I ask. Richard James she says. My response......



I'M RICK JAMES BITCH!





I'm totally making it a onesie that says that. I'll probably put on the back... 'fuck yo couch!'



Hahahahahaaaaaaa ♥

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NocturnalMistress
NocturnalMistress
05:26 Jun 11 2011

That is awesome. :)





birra
birra
12:22 Jun 11 2011

"Buy a new one, muthafuckah! Darkness! Darkness is spreading!"





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
12:46 Jun 11 2011

Hahahahaaa I should birra! XD





 

01:19 Jun 11 2011
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Things were supposed to be different, but life is notorious for throwing curve balls at you. I don't know if how I feel is just the hormones, or how I really feel.



Uncertainty is all around me and I dislike it.

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I haven't even known for a week, and I'm tired of crying already.

05:25 Jun 10 2011
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I hope this gets better.

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MooniePie
MooniePie
05:30 Jun 10 2011

It will get better. I know it will ♥



I am here anytime you need me. xoxo






Whimsical
Whimsical
06:17 Jun 10 2011

It doesn't help that the hormones are ape shit.



It's going to be fine. I promise. ♥





 

I'm with gremlin.

02:00 Jun 09 2011
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Knowing who the dad is it will probably come out more demon than human. Hahaha ♥ I call it gremlin because the sex can't be determined yet.



I sleep all of the time, pee all the time, I am UBER emotional, always nauseas, and now my boobs hurt too. Something smaller than a blueberry is kicking my ass, bigtime.



If you're on my facebook, please don't post anything about it on there yet. I haven't told my coworkers. I'm trying to get a promotion, and don't want to get shafted because of this. If someone blabs on there before I do, I'll delete the post and boot them from my friends list. I'm just cranky enough to do it. ;p

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NocturnalMistress
NocturnalMistress
02:17 Jun 09 2011

There's a blueberry growing inside of you?





I'm going to start referring to it as "blue" and that's it's new nick name from Ducky. ♥





Lullaby
Lullaby
03:30 Jun 09 2011

... PD, Congrats. :3 ♥





Whimsical
Whimsical
06:48 Jun 09 2011

Congratulations. ♥





Requiem
Requiem
00:00 Jun 10 2011

Oh, congratulations! Thou MUST inform me when you're registered, and what flavor of blueberry you carry. =)





TheSYSTEM
TheSYSTEM
06:16 Jun 10 2011

Aww congrats. :)





LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
05:37 Jun 11 2011

Yes it is amazing how something so small can kick our asses isn't itr ? For future sanity, a body pillow made of memory foam is the best thing in the 2nd and 3rd trimester when you find it impossible to get comfortable. So excited for you guys.





 

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

17:03 Jun 06 2011
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Whimsical
Whimsical
19:43 Jun 06 2011

mmm... fuck.








PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
05:26 Jun 10 2011

Coincidentally that would also be the cause.





 

eternally grateful

08:45 Jun 06 2011
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During times of uncertainty, and extreme stress I've been finding comfort from an unexpected source.

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LadyDarkRayne
LadyDarkRayne
13:54 Jun 06 2011

It is always good to have something to combat stress with Big Hugs !





Deity
Deity
20:04 Jun 06 2011

As long as you're finding comfort, right?



I'm here if you need me. I will even share my shoes with you.





 

Fuck you vagina. I hate you at the moment. We are no longer on speaking terms.

20:58 Jun 04 2011
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TMI


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Sulks
Sulks
21:17 Jun 04 2011

tmi @.@



but its my own fault, I knew I probably shouldnt have looked when I saw the TMI



LMAO





Requiem
Requiem
21:39 Jun 04 2011

I hear ya. You have my sympathy. Now go take a shower. ::hug::





Lullaby
Lullaby
07:11 Jun 06 2011

... You WERE on speaking terms with it? xD





 

23:38 Jun 03 2011
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I owe Requiem my opinion on the opera I went to see. I promise it's coming soon lady. This weekend I should have plenty of time. Perhaps either before or after the art walk I want to take in.



My department head's going away party is tomorrow. I don't have money to waste on booze, but I'm fairly certain my coworkers are going to be shoving drinks into my hands. I'm really going to miss him. I'm going to cry when he leaves. =/ He is undoubtably the best boss I've ever had. We've seen some crazy shit go down at this hotel, and he's always backed me up when I've been less than nice when throwing people out on their ass. I hope his replacement is a good guy too. I've worked for some real pieces of shit before. I hope to avoid that in the future.



Time for a nap before work. O.o I swear one of the gatos is meowing like a peacock. I must need more sleep.

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08:22 Jun 03 2011
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I dreamed about a zombie apocolypse today.



No more fuckin' spicy tamales before bed for me.

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Sulks
Sulks
21:17 Jun 04 2011

oh heck, none for me neither then. My dreams are bad enough LOL





Isis101
Isis101
00:38 Jun 05 2011

LOL!





 

*bangs head on desk*

10:41 Jun 02 2011
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I was listening to Louie Armstrong singing What a Wonderful World, and adding it to my playlist.



My coworker walks by and says 'Christmas songs?'



O_o I told him it wasn't a christmas song, he said that's the only time of year he hears the song.



=l

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Isis101
Isis101
23:23 Jun 02 2011

What a dunce...but then again, I only hear Beethoven's 'Ode to Joy' at Christmas-time...



Anyway, I love that Louie Armstrong song - will need to add it to my iPod. Another great version of the song is by Hawaiian singer Israel Kamakawwiwo'ole.





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
08:24 Jun 03 2011

Ooooo thanks for the recommendation. =)



I'll see if I can find it while I'm at work tonight.





Deity
Deity
08:42 Jun 03 2011

I love that song ; It makes me want to hug someone. :)





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
20:30 Jun 03 2011

I looked up that Hawaiian singer, and I LOVE that song! It's meshed with his version of Over the Rainbow, and it's absolutely beautiful! ♥



It is not on the playlist too. =) Thank you Isis!





 

Gods waiting room.

03:14 Jun 02 2011
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I am twenty to fifty five years younger than everyone else in this theater for the opera.





O.o

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NocturnalMistress
NocturnalMistress
03:19 Jun 02 2011

... does that mean you feel exceptionally young or that you are completely bored with those surrounding you?



;)





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
05:08 Jun 02 2011

Both. Lol





Sinistra
Sinistra
10:54 Jun 02 2011

It's ok, age is just a number or I keep telling myself that as each year passes.





Lullaby
Lullaby
12:29 Jun 02 2011

You have good taste is all! Unlike all those young yahoos. ;)





Requiem
Requiem
11:57 Jun 03 2011

Verdict? Wagner = ... ?





 

23:00 Jun 01 2011
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2.5 hours to operatic bliss!



I'm so giddy! :D

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Requiem
Requiem
00:24 Jun 02 2011

♥ Enjoy, Mamita!





Isis101
Isis101
02:26 Jun 02 2011

Like - the opera? I love the opera - lol!

Have fun!





 

22:54 Jun 01 2011
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Your disappearing act would be a good example of why I've maintained my distance. When faced with questions forcing you to deal with uncomfortable feelings.. you vanished. My time and energy is precious to me. I have so very little to give. It makes me less than happy to give some of my time and energy, just to have them bail on me without a word.. like a dead beat dad in the night.



If you have something to say, then say it. Do not be upset or think me a bitch when I question the reasoning behind your thoughts or feelings you have towards me. I was under the impression you had the good life, and were happy. If you're not happy, you should reconcile with your lover or part ways.



While I am a very caring, loving friend, I am no one's infatuation of convenience. I will be here to listen and talk as I can be for you, but that is all I can give. If you're seeking an online or real life playmate I can recommend some one who has no more respect for their body than a truck stop glory hole. I'm quite sure, their revolving door of a snatch is still in business. I'm certain she would love any attention you may provide her with.



I'm not saying any of this to be cruel or hateful. I'm just not a mind reader. I don't know what you're trying to say unless you say it, and I can't help you work through things if you're silent. I'll always do what I can to help you. Never forget that.

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Isis101
Isis101
02:25 Jun 02 2011

Sometimes, friends and associates can just suck the life out of you...





Mystic
Mystic
17:30 Jun 02 2011

Ah, yes the friends that think we can read their minds. I have a few like that. B ut they only seem to appear when their life is in pure chaos- and I have to keep a distance from them, or they will take me down with them. Hugs - Your still my favorite Peep.





 

Today I fear I'm not myself.

10:24 Jun 01 2011
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Today I've longed for someone to talk to, an ear to pour my inner turmoil upon. When the option was available, I became bitchy and standoffish. I have become rather muddled. My black and my white, have combined to make a rather bipolar shade of gray. Do not take offense, my friend, in my inability to speak with you. I save you the trouble of my incomprehensible thoughts.



I long to be free of my gilded cage. The life of the corporate Kunta Kinte holds little to no appeal to me now. Sweet freedom is not mine to taste, yet I crave it desperately. I remain bound by my nightly shackles. Condemned to a world of solitude. Damned be the soul which is bound by greed.



There used to be more to this person. Mostly what remains is jackassory and crudeness. The embodiment of things she ought not be. I wish to create, to pour my soul into a canvas, and my heart into the written word. I want to learn, teach, and grow. I want to inspire and be inspired. I want to be driven to perform for something other than the sake of performance. I long to find the things which will make me whole.



Worry not my friend. The wind, she speaks to me. Telling me there is help yet for this bitter time ravaged soul. To cling to the fire still burning somewhere deep within the chasm of ones being.



She whispers to me to tell you there is always hope awaiting you with the birth of the new day. And while the moonless night may hold no comfort for you, your sunrise is just around the corner. Hold on to your faith, always know you are loved, maintain the purity in your heart, and the darkest night will yet be relinquished to your sun once again.

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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
13:22 Jun 01 2011

I think you just did some of that creating you are talking about- lovely words, spoken from a kind soul.





Whimsical
Whimsical
06:08 Jun 02 2011

Your soul is magnetically glorious. ♥





 

08:17 Jun 01 2011
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Of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright




~ Lord Byron ~

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