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Why is it as vmpires just when we think that our emotions are under control............. We most utterly break it down? And the dreams........Man they got to stop! Will they ever calm down? And how would you begin to try to interpret them?

Well ive woken up with bitemarks but never seen myself being bitten neither did i die yet so some control they must have huh.
as we know every being has an habit to loose control when lust or anger or any other strong feeling appears vampire or not :)

If you're being serious then I don't know what to say. It'd be easier to message me. I grow weary of the questions posted in sight.

If you're a vampire out of control, obviously you have to find balance.

I'm not being cocky. Just helping out, as always.

I agree with Nikki. You can't be running amuck or freaking out. If you have been bitten in your sleep, I'd seriously check my partners teeth.

I have read in different sites, so called “vampyre emotional traits.” I wholeheartedly disagree with such collective labeling. In fact, I am patient and emotionally calm.

On the topic of dreams: I would have to say that my dreams at times, seem as if I was literally in another place.

When i firse awoken i would bite myself in my sleep and i would have crazy dreams. but after a year it got better, and for the emotions i make sure im well fed or i black out and get violent...other than that it gets better.

I often struggle with nightmares but I wouldn't put it down to my vampyrism, it's been occurring all my life and I was told it's because that's the minds way of processing things on a subconscious level...I don't know if that's true but I've found it as a helpful explanation :)

Being a creature not even closely related to a vampire. (I am a DeathKnight) I have heard that vampyres are extremely passionette creatures and their reason is often ruled by their heart. Is that true?

~looks up~ I'd say yes. I tend to be reckless and impulsive but I do it off of instinct and what I feel is right.

As for the base topic. I'm not out of control per say, but I do have problem with keeping my emotions in check. So generally I just hide them away. And the dreams so vivid. I love them, even the nightmares I find beautiful. As or bites in your sleep that's new to me but ok. I had cuts when I was awaken. Why? I still don't know.

i see what you mean but i dont like to thknk of it that way. I thnk we have a gift to view more than one part of life. A more natural spiritual one. Instead of being restricted to humanity. There was a time i went a litle insane but i realized this and it made me sane.

Have you ever considered that the moon might have a role in our stability?

I find that I lose control of my emotions during times the moon is smaller or 'not full'.

anything is possible, but mostly if you feel out of control you have to do daily meditation to keep it under control. As for the bite marks, not sure how to explain that one either. But as for me I keep myself in check by eating a medium rare steak from time to time.

Daily meditation? You make it sound like a Vulcan requirment where they need to meditate daily to repress emotions. Interesting

Tranquilisation might help. No, really.

I've never known emotional fragility to be a particularly vampiric trait, but my advice for that would be meditation and/or professional therapy. As for the dreams, I believe them to be psychological representations of your reality. If you are having frequent nightmares, it very likely could be that you are dealing with a lot of stress at the present. Again, meditation/therapy should bring you some relief from them. If you feel there may be deeper meaning to your dreams, feel free to come talk to me about them; many people have told me that I am a very accurate dream interpreter. Or if you don't want to share specifics with me I can still tell you how to go about interpreting them yourself :)

Even as a Vampire you still have cognitive recognition of things around you, and emotional staus. You make the choice of being in/out of control.

Live within your nature, the perceived, good or bad. The perception of control has many variations so make your choices within your mind, not another's idea of what may or may not be good for you. Only you benefit or suffer from your actions.

RavenEyes, MasterMel, Doru... all great responses.

We all have strong desires and urges, some stronger than others... yet few are truly needs... and none require a loss of control or lack of respect for others. Seems to me, a lack of maturity and/or perspective of reality and corresponding self-control is far more evidenced here than some imagined "vampiric" nature.

Are you telling me that Vampires can get ADD, cool. Yes, Vampire can get out of control, especially when the thirst for blood, is more intense then the feeling of control. Remember, Vampires will be Vampires, is on the blood!!!

All excellent points but that is assuming that blood lust is a factor at all.
I am a Psi and I have never felt the urge to suck the blood of another animal, ever. This is the part where someone says "Well that's because you're a psi"... Blah, Blah, Blah, A vampire is a vampire, is a vampire. Whether they be Sanguine or Psionic in nature the need to consume external energy is the driving force. How you draw that energy is semantics. Energy is the cause and learning to control your need is nothing more than understanding what you are. In opposite, anyone who is out of control due to their desires is a soul which is lacking in education of their true nature.

If you're that kind of person than you need to seek out knowledgeable masters who can teach and train you in the ways of our kin. Understanding of what is true and helpful verses what is Hollywood glamor is the thing needed.

Good point. Sometimes I put off feeding for longer than I should and I just get more advocated and tired. Sometimes just resounding to our urges might help.

I tend to lose control only if I'm *seriously* deprived of blood, or if you hit a trigger, like messing with my loved ones. Of course, different vampires have different triggers. The best thing to do to handle an out of control vampire is keep your distance. Don't hit our triggers and you won't have one on your hands. I don't know if that answers your question, but there you go :)

So nervous breakdowns and nightmares can only be had by vampires? You're living life. This shit happens. You learn to deal or you don't.

This person was truely out of control:

"Richard Chase was born on May 23, 1950 and his troubles began not all that long afterwards when as a child he started to accuse his mother of trying to poison him. The obsession with thinking that somebody was trying to poison him was one that came up again and again in the life of Richard Chase.

Richard Chase was sent to a mental institution in 1975 after he had given himself blood poisoning by injecting the blood of a rabbit into his arms. Whilst he was at the institution he gained the name 'Dracula' by the staff when they discovered him killing birds that landed on the bars of his window. He would snap their necks and then drink their blood. Richard Chase went on a series of medications and was released. However, his mother decided Richard Chase didn't need the medications and took him off of them.

Richard Chase killed for the first time on December 29, 1977. He killed 51 year-old Ambrose Griffin in a drive by shooting that was sort of a test run for his future crimes.

Richard Chase's next murder came in January 1978 when he entered the home of the pregnant Teresa Wallin. Wallin had been taking out the trash and in doing so left the door unlocked. Richard Chase used the unlocked door as an excuse to enter the home and when Wallin came back in the house he shot her three time. He then dragged her to the bedroom and raped her dead body while he repeatedly stabbing it with a butcher knife. When Richard Chase was done with the rape he then cut her dead body open and removed several of her internal organs, using a bucket to collect the blood and then taking it in the bathroom to bathe in it. He then sliced off her nipple and drank her blood, using an empty yogurt container as a drinking glass; before leaving, he went into the yard, found a pile of dog feces, and returned to stuff it into the corpse's mouth and throat. Two days later Richard Chase bought two puppies from one of his neighbors and then killed the puppies and drank the blood.

On January 27,1978, Richard Chase committed a mass murder. He went into the home of Evelyn Miroth who was 38 years-old. She was babysitting her 22 month-old nephew at the time and her own six year-old son and a neighbor were also in the house. At the time that Richard Chase entered the home Evelyn had been taking a bath while her neighbor, Dan Meredith was watching the kids. Dan was in the hallway when Richard Chase entered and was shot point-blank in the head. Evelyn's son then ran into his mother's bedroom. Richard Chase then shot the 22 month-old baby in the head before catching up to the older boy and shooting him twice in the head. When he found Evelyn in the bathroom he shot her dead.

Similar to his second murder, Richard Chase dragged Evelyn's dead body into the bedroom and had anal sex with her dead body while at the same time drinking her blood from sliced he had made in the back of her neck. When Richard Chase was done with the rape he stabbed her body a number of times in her anus and at one point the knife penetrated her uterus. He stabbed her in a series of vital points on the body, which caused blood from her internal organs to pool into her abdomen, which he then sliced open and drained into a bucket; he then consumed all of the blood. Chase then went to retrieve David's corpse; he took it to the bathroom and split its skull open in the bathtub, and consumed some of the brain matter.

Richard Chase was interrupted when a six year-old girl knocked on the door and caused him to flee in a car that belonged to one of the victims. The little girl told a neighbor who broke into the house, discovered the crime scene and contacted the police. When the police searched the home they found that in his haste to leave Richard Chase had left near perfect hand and shoe prints in Evelyn's blood.

When he was making his escape from the house, Richard Chase had stopped to collect the dead body of the 22 month-old and took it with him in the car. Once he had the body in the car he chopped off the baby's head and used the neck as a straw through which he sucked the blood out of the body. He then sliced the corpse open and consumed several internal organs and made smoothies out of others, finally disposing of the corpse at a nearby church.

Five days after the mass murder, Richard Chase was determined to be the main suspect and police when to his home to question him. Richard Chase refused to allow them in and they waited until he came out and arrested him. When they searched his apartment police for that his walls, floor, ceiling, refrigerator, and all of Richard Chase's eating and drinking utensils were soaked in blood. Inside the refrigerator police found several animal body parts wrapped in aluminum foil.

On May 8, 1979, Richard Chase was found guilty of six counts of first degree murder and was sentenced to be executed in the gas chamber. On December 26, 1980, Richard Chase was found dead in his cell. He had committed suicide by overdosing on medication he had secretly stashed for a few weeks. "

From the following link:
http://www.truelifecrimes.com/richard_chase.html

That's not out of control. That's mentally disabled and sick. There's a difference.

Interesting. Very interesting.
Of course, I'm obsessed with serial killers, especially mentally insane ones.

Interesting story Doru... It shows that sometime a vampire is so out of control that he needs to be put down lest they endanger everyone.

Was he a vampire?
I thought he was just a disturbed human. Hmmm

know it's off topic from the full thread, but just read some of the wiki page on richard chase mentioned.

wow that dude had issues. regardless of what he was.

yup, kinda reminded me of a couple criminal cases I saw a few years back. One was of a dude who methodically kidnapped women and used syringes to drain them of all their blood while keeping them strapped down to a table. 1 woman escaped hence how it came to life. Another was of a woman who needed a blood fix so much that while she was hanging out with a friend of hers she slashed the neck of a poor soul passing by and by the time she was arrested the victim was a corpse with 75% of his blood missing.

See, if I feel that I am that bloodlustful, I seperate myself from humans as much as possible. My best friend dragged me to the mall, but I'm keeping my distance, cause there's a group of humans, and I don't want to hurt them. I could never do that to someone.

To restate what I said ealier...

A vampire is a vampire, is a vampire. Whether they be Sanguine or Psionic in nature the need to consume external energy is the driving force. How you draw that energy is semantics. Energy is the cause and learning to control your need is nothing more than understanding what you are. In opposite, anyone who is out of control due to their desires is a soul which is lacking in education of their true nature.

If you're that kind of person than you need to seek out knowledgeable Masters who can teach and train you in our ways. Understanding of what is true and helpful verses what is Hollywood glamor is the thing needed to set you on the road to self control. Without it you are a danger to yourself and the community at large... that would include your own kin!!

I could use a teacher. I've made multiple of my friends sick by being around them too long and taking too much energy. I've yet to learn how to control my energy intake, and have NO clue how to begin. I can control my bloodlust, that's a lot easier, though equally unhealthy, but I have learned how to direct my energy over large distances (from florida to even england from a friend who lives there).
Does that make me out of control? Its especially bad at school, to the point where I've had to leave class cause someone who sits near me is starting to feel unwell.

Why did I have to read that Richard Chase piece? I'll have nightmares for sure.

Anyway - vampires - like humans - will react to life on a variety of levels. Some will deal, and some will freak out at the drop of a hat.

If you constanty lose control then I suggest meditation and quite often.

I'll be the first to tell you I've lost control before but never to that extent. But that Chase bit sounded more like a human who went crazy trying to be something he wasn't. And maybe liked it a little too much.

As for the original question about losing control of your emotions. It happens to everyone, whether they be vampyre, human, or another creature. The dreams, or nightmares, I know how that goes as well. But again, it's something that happens to everyone.

If you do lose control often I would strongly suggest meditation too. Maybe regulating your diet. Sang or Psi. A steak that's not entirely done, medium rare works for me, sometimes rare too. Get your body accustomed to this diet and if the oportunity presents itself for someone to willingly donate their blood or energy, it's best done safely. It's something that takes time, it won't be perfected over night. But it could decrease the chances of Beasting or Vamping out.

well me being relatively new to this community i may not have a right to say anything yet
at the same time i would like to share how i deal with such things
yes i am plagued by nightmares on a constant basis and some times my emotions get stronger than i can handle
so i meditate to find balance and suppress my eminence emotions
sometimes it takes the better part of the day
but it works

i couldn't help noticing that this thread has become a competition for "How Vamp am ?" Its become a game of oneupmanship. "I am so much more out of control than you." a few post are farfetched, and irrational, yet people eat them up like appetizers.

I would like to bring something up..


"I tend to lose control only if I'm *seriously* deprived of blood, or if you hit a trigger, like messing with my loved ones. Of course, different vampires have different triggers. The best thing to do to handle an out of control vampire is keep your distance. Don't hit our triggers and you won't have one on your hands. I don't know if that answers your question, but there you go :)"


I have noticed several posts run along this vein.The first thing that comes to mind after reading them,is addiction,pure,plain and simple.It goes without saying it is of the mental nature,because there are no known addictive chemicals in blood.

I also got to thinking about these serial killers who are thought or referred to as vampires.
I then consider "powers" which are claimed to be accociated with living vampires.
Thing is,you put one in jail.he isnt going to die from lack of blood,and if you them put him into isolation,he certainly isnt going to die...going further,I seriously doubt he would respond any differently than anyone would in that situation.

Last but not least,vampire or not,he isnt getting out of those steel bars. So really,he isnt about being something that only vampires are.

If people are consistantly without control,whether you consider yourself a vampire or not,then you have issues.Period.
And you are most probably a narcissist.
And possibly BiPolar.
I only say this because of the me,me,I aspect of " I say what I want" No matter who it hurts.Take what I want and,you fuck with me,I'll mess you up" attitude that is a telltale sign of narcissism.Now,with that said,if you find yourself consitantly in conflict,then it might be time to look for other answers outside the vampire realm.

It does appear that some are using this concept as an excuse for impulsive behavior.

Dabs we love you... but do you honestly believe that using a claim of Vampirism is an excuse for impulsive behavior??

I think it's more likely a case of "People" who are wanting social exceptence. Those who will say anything to fit into a crowd for which they can, or hope to identify with. That's a soical disorder not vampirism and curtainly not someone who is out of control because that type of behavior is caculated.

Someone mentioned waking up with bite marks, if that is not fabricated then that would be a sign of impulsive behavior.

I find that really hard to believe... not the story but the fact that you used it. lol

We are to asume that someone broke into somone elses residence, bit them on the neck... Hard enough to leave marks and yet with out waking them up, and then just left.

Not fabricated... ??? Really!!

This is all part of the Vampire folklore, and dates back to the time when locks for doors had not been invented yet and real highway men would and could brake into your home in the middle of the night.
It is meant to play on that fear and is easily dismissed as such.
That kind of a story is so out dated it doesn't even hold water in the modern Hollywood versions.

People declaring themselves to be "out of control" is a declaration that they are emotionally , and mentally immature. The example I gave referred to a post in this very thread. In another thread a person claims that they "feed" from a "host" in the UK. Is that to be believed? It supports a delusion if you ask me.

"Well ive woken up with bitemarks but never seen myself being bitten neither did i die yet so some control they must have huh.
as we know every being has an habit to loose control when lust or anger or any other strong feeling appears vampire or not :) "

Here's the post that I was referring to